I can only be me!!!!

1. That ain't scripture! (Paraphrasing a friend)
2. Self reflection during several nights of insomnia. This morning thankful for revelation 
3. I am doing what I do every TSU homecoming weekend...don't be surprised
4. As I listened, I reminded myself again how deeply I loved you. Not only because I believe you value me, but also because I believe we both have arrived, finally, at what love is. When you want and pray for someone to be all God created them to be, despite any personal sacrifice it might entail, that is love. Love is overcoming. Love is passion clothed in infinite patience. ~Ruby Dee (I love facebook memories sometimes)
5. This is so new to me
6. Yesterday I almost did a random thoughts analyzing THEE Gucci Mane's WOPTOBER (similar to the classic 2 Chainz random thoughts) but too many curse words would need to be used. But I will say Bling Blaww Burr is a fav. Does he still have the ice cream tattoo on his face?
7. Straight or curly this week. So ready for weekly hair appointments 
8. Worship, brunch, nap in that order tomorrow. Who wants to join? 
9. Michelle Obama is amazing!
10. Never assume things about me based on my social media posts, if you want to know something just ask
11. Donald Trump is the epitome of white male privilege
12. Think today will be a Hathaway music day....Donnie and Lalah
13. I purchased Ben & Jerry's just because
14. Still smiling 😁😁😁
15. I know God has a reason for all of this. I have to trust the process. Not always easy....

But you said

1. Think it is time to permanently retire random thoughts
2. Blogger app keeps crashing....think it is a sign
3. You can't tell me she is not being treated differently because she is a woman (#ImWithHer flaws and all)
4. We will see how this goes :-/
5. What shall I wear to Beyonce?  Being comfortable is a must
6. I need a new tattoo
7. You make me smile :-)
8. Reading about liver cancer and diseases....I have not had wine in a month
9. I need to workout badly
10.  Luke Cage is amazing (I know I have not watched, but I just know)
11. I could not watch the debate last night, I couldn't take it
12. Evil
13. I need to chill with the ice...but it is so good
14. Why are you voting for Trump?
15. So Mary J. Blige who told you this was okay?
16. Spotify lists are not too bad
17. I can't let your issues become my issues.  Repeat!
18. New job is a less stressful and I am loving it
19. Red Lobster is not fancy
20. Praying for those who lost loved ones recently
21. I am not a fan of beer
22. Are you registered to vote?
23. She needs new stylist
24. I am getting married next year
25. But where is your neck (as I look at your instagram pictures)
26. Why does our Blackness scare you?
27. You're so beautiful!!!!! (In my Jamal Lyon voice)

1. Actually coming out of my funk
2. In my office all alone today and actually being super productive
3.90's babymakers playlist on spotify.....nice!
4. So need a massage. Any Nashville suggestions?
5. Reply all was abused this morning.....ARGHHH!!!
6. It's complicated
7. I must stick to the plan
8. I didn't like Kerry Washington's Emmy look
9. Do you know?
10. My wine consumption is slowing down.....
11. The human touch is needed.
12. If you make macaroni and cheese out of a box we can't be friends
13. Winter baking....I wonder what I will experiment with???
14.  Finishing up your 52 ounce bubba of water before noon.....not a good idea
15. "Inside of me lives a civil war between me and me. It is amazing, because I am all the time winning and all the time losing."
16. I want pizza (so much easier being fat)
17. Some of these snapchat filters, nope!
18.  Maybe I will just adopt
19. What would your perfect date consist of?

My neck hurts!

1. March 2nd, 2016....the day you found out, Oldie

2. Lotion is your friend

3. I have my weekends free again!!!! What shall I do? Where shall I go?  

4. My apartment is a symbol of my life right now....a mess

5. The twitching in my arm is slowing down....thanks for the iMessage diagnosis

6. Retook my work id pic for the first time in almost 6 years (nervous I was not going to be able to get another good pic....the risk was high) and it turned out great!

7. Little Miss Flint and Trump, the babies know!

8. Dreamt about K Michelle and our Greenwood days last night, very weird

9. I may or may not have been wearing two different brown flip flops for a while (think different season's roll outs)

10. Dude there is a Starbucks right upstairs in my new office!!
11. Eric Roberson's "I have a song" lyrics....when you look at me what do you see? Do you understand my story? All I want is love, someone else to see. If you took the time I have a song
12.  iOS update went fine, apple watch update....not so much, but I do have Minnie Mouse on my watch now
13. Self care is so important, you can't help others when you are empty. Thank you Friend Zone.
14. I love Crissles! Please listen to her read from yesterday's podcast. You are welcome
15. The police shot another child? Why do we scare you so much?
16. A.D.I.D.A.S. All day I dream about......

Nope

1. New position started this week! Learning and I love it!

2. “There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship.”

3. Shouldn't have eaten that pizza last night

4. The ice machine wasn't working this morning, rude!

5. What shall I wear for the concert?

6. What is exactly too much booty in the pants?

7. Think I know what my next hair color will be

8. My right arm is trippin

9. What would your theme song be?

10. Yesterday we might have blasted 2 Chainz in my office.....I think I am going to like it here

11. 2 weeks!

12. Do I have to stop wearing flip flops?

13. I have been in a huge funk....I need to get out of it

14. I love you so much 

I'm back for now

1. The excitement of being in formation in a few weeks is not as strong....but I will be there!

2. Salted caramel white chocolate mocha is back!!!!

3. Humidity would not let my curls be great, but my ponytail is on point 

4. I think I have a work crush...

5. Monday starts new beginnings, excited!

6. Memphis trips monthly for the rest of the year, gasp!

7. Don't like the hashtag #relationshipgoals , just think we fantasize the bits and pieces people choose to share of their lives and relationships. 

8. I have not listened to my podcasts in a while, I need to catch up.

9. Is it bad that I am mesmerized by first lady's body? Dude!

For her I will

1. #blackgirlmagic does not end with the Olympics

2. Thankful for the ram in the bush

3. Praying today is better than yesterday for everyone

4. Tomorrow is the day

5. Remember you were a kid once

6. I will attempt again on Saturday

7. Baby I got you~ Alec Hardison

8. What is soulja boy doing these days?

9. It's about the marriage not the wedding

10. Back into hiding I go

11. Wait! We will be in formation in about a month. What shall I wear?

12. Why are people shocked I haven't?

13. Thankful for God's grace and mercy!

14. I wonder when Mary J Blidge will have a new cd? After the divorce this music might be epic

15. I was with her, but slowing becoming I guess I'm with her

16. 2 weeks and 2 days!

17. I just broke my nail, rude!!

18. If I were arrested what do you think I was arrested for?

19. I told a friend I am going to start being a hoe, they laughed at me

20. I have had my new car for a year, is it still considered new?

21. Brunch on Sunday?

22. They decorated my cubicle a day early

23. Should have went to Starbucks

24. My hair is fantabulous today

25. Is it too early to take a nap?

Scratches my head

1. Ciara use to date Bow Wow, or was he Lil Bow Wow back then?

2. Subject/Verb agreement, try it

3. Yeah, about this 5k....

4. My name is peaches and I am the best, all the the DJs want to feel my breast 

5. There is a reason I hate jumping jacks

6. My tolerance for stupid people is fading 

7. My friends are better than yours 

8. Hair appointment today!!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

9. 2.5 weeks!!!

10. These Facebook memories today, yeah still losing enthusiasm about my birthday. I have to get out of this funk

11. Traffic sucks!

12. Rethinking this 5k....

13. Planning 2017

14. I can't get sick!!! (I think I'm sick)

15. I thought Lauryn Hill was supposed to have a new cd to come out?

16. Don't let pride get in the way

17. My apartment is a mess! A symbol of my life right now 😁😁😁

18. Hey you guys!

19. What is your favorite movie of all time?

20. Don't worry! Be happy!

21. What music shall I listen to today?

22. She's a condescending bitch (yeah I said it)

23. I have had no wine all week 😞😞

24. Chicken wings and fries, we don't go on dates 

Blessed in the city!

1. The moment you realize it is too late to start a bottle of wine because you do have to be at work and be productive in the morning....

2. Some people just like to hear themselves talk unfortunately 

3. This So Gone challenge...stop

4. Can't get sick!

5. Man gotta have a code -Omar

6. Some people are too "deep" to be effective

7. Thoughts on the new Frank Ocean?

8. 4 of your sponsors drop you....

9. Words do hurt

10. Is talapia truly a fish?

11. Boundaries are a must

12. What is the best part of the chicken?

13. Losing enthusiasm about my birthday

14. We belong together, just you, just me, the world to see

15. You were right Charles

16. I will do a cartwheel down my aisle at work before I leave

17. I mean do you do when your rap career dies? What is skee-low doing in life right now? Is he still wishing he was a little bit taller? 

18. When do I need to stop wearing flip flops?

19. A spider followed me in last night and scared the shit out of me....I have been itching ever since

20. Different color highlighters make me happy

21. I truly love what I do, but right now it is time for a change

22. When you hear Kirk Franklin singing but Frank Ocean is up on your Spotify and you are so confused....thank you YouTube auto play

23. I hate shopping!!

24. Adulting is freakin hard!!!

Positive vibes

1. When was the last time Ashanti had a hit? Is she still getting royalty checks?

2. Back to work today....pray!

3. Dare to be different

4. Why did I wake up singing "I'm in love with a stripper?"

5. So sbout this Frank Ocean with Kim Burell

6. Ponytail for the win!

7. Why are we still talking about Lochte? HE LIED!!

8. 3 weeks!

9. My journey is different. Learning to appreciate it

10. Sex, music, cell phone....you have to give up one to live. Which do you give up?

11. Don't assume, just ask

12. I will always love you how I do...

13. I love that the ice machine at work has the pellet ice

14. Should I try online dating?

15. Maybe by my birthday

16. The streak continues!

17. I don't like hot chicken

18. There is always a reason to go to brunch

19. Stop being so messy

20. What would your dream vacation consist of?

21. My birthday is Friday and I honestly don't know what I want to do

22. Make someone smile today. Say or do something nice that is unexpected. 

My tummy hurts

1. He lied!!!! ~Al Roker

2. #blackgirlmagic is international

3. So this new Frank Ocean "Blonde"

4. Rain, rain, go way! Come again another day! (In like 2 weeks only if you have to)

5. Will I ever get married?

6. I will be ready for my 5k!

7. When you have insomnia, wash your hair!

8. Some of my text convos have been the most therapeutic.

9. How do I get a pimple in the inside of my ear?

10. Antisocial Ursula is coming back.....this is not good

11. Think I am going to start a "pay off Ursula's student loan" challenge. Will it work?

12. I missed the days of playing and marching in the band

13. Remembering why I get my hair done every 2 weeks now. 

14. The bodies of these track and field runners!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

15. The shade of some of Clinton's posts. 

16. My staycation is coming to an end 😞

17. Is it too early to open a bottle of wine? Wine makes me happy

18. My birthday is Friday!!! Woo Hoo!!

19. I challenge you to post one thing you are thankful for this morning. I am thankful for progress. The song says I'm not where I aught to be, but thank God I'm not where I use to be 

20. A smile can hide so much 😊

21. Do you eat frog legs?

Better days

1. Really Trump? You are trying to court the African American community?

2. Rain, stop please

3. I enjoyed the Get Down

4. All I want for my birthday....

5. I was supposed to go "running" this morning....guess what happened!

6. Can I say #blackgirlmagic again???

7. I got on the scale this morning 😁😁😁

8. I love you so much

9. It's National Christy Day!! Happy birthday Christy!!! Now what type of wine shall I drink in your honor??

10. White privilege...recognize it, change it

11. I want brunch

12. Cocaine??

13. Don't be shocked when you find out

14. What will boycotting Birth of a Nation do? If you believe he was guilty although he was found not guilty, how is the boycott going to change rape culture?  Just posing questions in my head

15. Who wants to take me out for my birthday? I'll wait

16. This 4 day no work staycation did not go as planned, I need a do over

17. The moment you realize there is now a Waffle House close to you. I know what I will be having for breakfast!

18. If napping was an Olympic sport!

19. I have made mistakes in my past, thankful for the lessons they taught me. Growth is important

20. I still know the words to TLC's baby, baby, baby. So don't judge me if I randomly burst out into the lyrics 

Can't get sick

1. I work too much....having a few days off I am so confused

2. Frank Ocean's Endless!!!

3. I need to go to the Olympics

4. I turn 35 again next week....

5. Why does a person's sexuality threaten you?

6. Giving up wine is not good for my attitude

7. Why is all this #blackgirlmagic having me in tears? I don't cry!!

8. Just because you love someone does not mean you are meant to be together 

9. Really asking God why

10. What shall I binge watch next?

11. Torn.....

12. Is it bad that I want pizza for breakfast this morning?

13. Your voice always makes me smile

14. Copa! Copacabana!

15. He is 32....he is not a boy, he is a grown ass man!!

16. Weird dream....why did you lick my Apple Watch?

17. I think I will do sip & strokes soon

18. “I think we’ve all had moments where we’ve seen friends and colleagues zoom past us, either to success, or to marriage, or to homeownership, while we lingered where we were—broke, single, jobless. And you tell yourself, ‘Wait for it.’” ~Lin-Manuel Miranda

19. Run up, get done up. ~Kid Fury

Seriously dude

1. My birthday is around the corner.....

2. I think if I ever have children one will be named Simone

3. When the wine is called "ravage" I should have known....

4. I so need mimosas in my life

5. I don't even have the energy to say "that's racist" anymore.....they know

6. #blackgirlmagic

7. Fall up off of Gabby!

8. The moment when your last bill comes out of your account....blessed

9. Think I will keep the blonde

10. What Olympic sport when you win gold in? I think I would have binging on Netflix and wine would be mine

11. Yeah....I have not left for work yet

12. Too many tears lately

13. Jimmy crack corn and I don't care!!

14. Lil Yachty.....but you are in a boat

15. I want to wish one of my best friends, my sister from another mother, my gif sharer, one of my most understanding smart, beautiful, and amazing people I know, Eloise a fantabulous birthday!!!

Pain is getting to me

1. Really need to write random thoughts this morning....

2. My birthday is coming!!

3. All these back to school pics.....too cute! I need to have some kids, lol!

4. My leg is trippin again....considering I have a 5k in a month, not a good combo

5. Did I tell you I got a new job? Well, I did and I am so excited!

6. Your stupidity should not get to me, but it does.

7. My hair is looking fabulous today, thanks Tonya! #thatsall

8. Listening to Daryl Coley this morning made me think....not always easy truly believing and trusting in God's will for your life (just being honest) when you think your life should be going one way and God is like nope....got something better, but it will take patience and time. I'm learning....

Too cold

1. Woman down! I hate allergies!!

2. Clinton was aight last night. Think FLOTUS set the bar too high

3. Last night I realized....nope

4. Why do people live out their relationships on social media?

5. A week without wine, I can do this!

6. My birthday is a month a way! Learning not to get my hopes up

7. Chicken, Pork, or seafood?

8. I just want to be an extra in the Blank Panther movie

9. Text message convos with Crystal always have me crackin up! 

10. Tough decisions to make 

11. Those in glass houses should not throw rocks 

12. This close to just saying it

13. People make time for what is important to them

14. Too often we teach church not Christ

15. Vegan cheese is evil

16. Do you ever wonder what happened to the girl who played one of the twins on the Cosby Show? The boy I see in indie films from time to time

17. My hair is short....I like it I think 

18. What is the craziest thing you did for love?

19. A hug would be nice

20. Not always easy going high

21. You have no idea how it feels

22. The glass ceiling though

23. West Philadelphia born and raised!

24. Motivation for finishing random thoughts today is I refuse to get out of bed to fix a veggie omelette until they are done

25. What is your best source for news?

26. One question, what would you ask me?

27. Bernie Sander's brother #thugtears

I hate allergies!

1. When you wake up and realize you have mimosa supplies in the fridge!!! #score

2. Yesterday was Starling's birthday. He needs to move back to Nashville. I miss him 

3. Fantasia is not my favorite singer in the world!

4. Have you listened to Tiggallerro? If your answer is no what's wrong with you???

5. So the vp is Tim Kaine...

6. Yesterday I realized I don't work this weekend!!!! I was very shocked

7. So you justify shooting an unarmed black man because you were attempting to protect him from the unarmed autistic man with a toy truck?

8. You'll be my piano and I will be your maestro....

9. It's time for the percolator!

10. Going vegetarian next week

11. Drunk texting has grown to drink phone convos. So thankful for nonjudgmental friends

12. There is truly a method to my madness!

13. One day I will truly open up about why, maybe I just need to blog about it.

14. I need to take some days off

15. The Night Before, hilarious! Thanks for the suggestion

16. What are you doing this weekend?

17. My coworker is a bad influence! I had Double Dogs AND Jeni's ice cream for lunch yesterday 😞 but surprisingly I was still productive at work 

18. Hair appointment today! Think I will start a gofundme account to fund weekly hair appointments. Would you support?

19. Do what you want to do, you will be okay ~Mrs. Norma

20. Lester Holt is my uncle in my head

21. Walmart or Target?

22. To all who read my random thoughts. I might not always comment, but thanks! 

23. No seriously what am I going to do this weekend?

I'll get to moving now

1. I am still at home in my bed....usually I am at work by now

2. Came so close to having a mimosa this morning....so close

3. So we comply and you still shoot us??? I wonder why we say fuck the police

4. Yesterday I left work early....sometimes when your mood is not right you just need to leave

5. I will be having a bottle tonight to get through Donald's speech, this shall be interesting

6. My birthday is coming up....one thing, one thing

7. What is this great America they speak of?

8. My First Lady is a boss!! Car karaoke was everything!!!

9. When the writing is on the wall.

10. When Trump loses (please help make this happen) you think he is going to lose gracefully?

11. Yes I will go to work, yes today will be better, yes I love my job

12. Who will be Hillary's Vice President?

13. I will be bad this morning, even thought about getting five daughters for my team....but I can't make everyone go out badly with me, maybe I should just have Greek yogurt and fruit

14. Think Eloise is right, Ted Cruz might be the Zodiac killer

15. I do have a few Bellini popsicles left in the freezer 🤔🤔

16.Tigallerro!!!!!!!!!! 

17. Yeah I am still in bed, but I think I will get to moving

18. Run up get done up ~Kid Fury

19. You can't be this stupid? You just can't!!

20. Not the most open person in the world, but if you ask me more something about me more than likely I will tell you. 

21. Chicken wings and fries we don't go on dates ~Drake

My nose hurts

1. So both cop killers were ex military.

2. My hair is coming back to normal so I might not get rid of the blonde

3. I miss my friends, why can't we live in the same city? 

4. Yesterday, was rough, real rough

5. Be nice, be useful, bring wine

6. So about this weekend....why I can't with some people

7. Game of Thrones then Power

8. Are you still shopping black? The flows of social media and social justice outage, there has to be a balance.

9. If you could describe me in one word what would that be?

10. You can't change the past

11. Do you think Frank Ocean will let me down again?

12. So want to go to Five Daughters right  now 😁😁😁

13. Think I will be a tourist in my city for my birthday, still need to decide when I am going to Jack Daniel's distillery

14. If you could retire one word in the English dictionary what would it be?

15. When your friends try to encourage you when you say that you need to stop drinking, then they say fuck it just drink, I love my friends

16. Meal prepped this week, I have to do better

17. I don't like nuts 

18. So Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift 🐸☕️

Bed you love me

1. Who would you consider the worst rapper of all time?

2. My last weekend! Woo Hoo!

3. My birthday is next month and the streak continues 

4. Social justice and social media.....what's next?

5. You are beautiful no matter what they say

6. Things feel different now

7. Who has the best barbecue?

8. My ability to sing is not determined by your ability to like it

9. Apples or oranges? Why can't I have both?

10. Is it bad that I am trying to figure out if I can consume a bottle of wine today?

11. It hurts

12. What was your favorite memory from college?

13. Who has the best breakfast sandwich, McDonald's or Burger King?

14. October needs to come quickly!

15. Law & Order, I think Criminal Intent was my fav

16. Independent movies in Netflix will be my weekend activities, think antisocial Ursula is needed now 

Better this morning

1. This morning I may or may not have walked outside the house with different color flip flops.....I have no meetings today!

2. So new Frank Ocean next week....please don't disappoint or this girl will cry

3. 9 double stuffed Oreos paired with a bottle of cab....still regretting this decision 

4. Do you ever get the urge to steal (not run) a stop light? Me neither

5. Reframing the narrative....I get it, but sometimes I think it is done the wrong way, just thinking

6. Sharp or mild cheddar cheese in your macaroni?

7. Amber Riley better slay!!!

8. I really want to go see ghostbusters, when there's something strange in your neighborhood who you gonna call???

9. Think I am in love with Crissle, why are her reads so on point!

10. #staymadabby

11. Why are you scared of my blackness?

12. Someone new found out I have never been on a date....the looks and questions I get 😁😁😁 maybe one day this will change 

13. Apple bottom jeans boots with the fur

14. I knew it! Chadwick Boseman was Foster Keyes on Law & Order (dude with cloudy eye)

It itches

1. My faith has gotten me through so much in life and it hurts right now when you question it so much

2. Memphis raised me and more and more I see the value in that. 

3. Wedding crasher level 100

4. So thankful for the ability to talk to friends openly with no judgment

5. Think I have finally made the decision to not watch OITNB next season

6. Preordered Tiggallerro! But find it funny that I have purchased hard copy of cd without owning a CD player anymore....I get tshirt and digital download too

7. Takes too much energy to hate

8. I know the answer....

9. What college do you think Whitley and DeWayne's child went to?

10. Mountains out of molehills

11. Think I will finally try my Walmart wine tonight

12. Trying to focus on at least one thing positive today. Self care is so important

Random song lyrics

1. I just kissed the softest lips

2. It's the thuggish ruggish bone!!!

3. It's about 4:30 and nothing open this time of night but legs and hospitals 

4. Nights like this I wish that rain drops would fall

5. I like big butts and I can not lie!

6. I come in da club shakin my dreads

7. Oh so long for this night I prayed

8. I wish I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller

9. Curtis you were supposed to love me!!!

10. Just sit back and meditate, on our goodness, your mercy, your grace

11. This year Halloween fell on a weekend

12. S is for super and the U is for unique

13. It's another bad religion, I can never make him love me....

14. Hey lil mamma why you dressed so funky?

15. Let me love you down 

16. Hard out hear for a pimp

17. A house is not a home when there is no one there to hold you tight

18. Lodi Dodi we likes to party we don't cause trouble we don't bother nobody

19. I've been so many places in my life in time

20. I'm high and I'm bi, wait I mean I'm straight

21. We like the cars, the cars that go bomb

22. Nothing even matters at all, even if the sky should fall

23. I'm an orange moon reflecting the sun

24. Won't you shadow dance for me

25. R-E-S-P-E-C-T find out what that means to me

26. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, it won't work

27. Silly of me to think that I could ever have you for my guy

28. Okay ladies let us get in formation

29. I get so weak at the knees I can hardly speak

30. A T-bone steak, cheese eggs and Welches grape

Tooth pain

1. Stripper booty and a rack like wow

2. One more day

3. Yesterday was rough, remind me why I love my job?

4. Tomorow us last day for random thoughts for a while

5. Facing a hard reality

6. Why didn't Jill invite me to the wedding?

7. Today is an Erro type of day

8. I think my decision is made

9. Are we truly our brother's keeper?

10. Don't underestimate Trump

11. You are more beautiful than ever imagined

12. Loyalty is important, but not to the point of stupidity

13. Happy Birthday Charles!

14. Can't believe I have not talked to you in forever

15. I got sweetened almond milk by mistake, don't like

16. Love what you do, and do what you love

17. I think tomorrow will be a themes random thoughts

18. I want it 

19. You are so loved

20. What is one music group that you miss?

21. Social media is irritating me lately, think the is time for another break

22. Left my lunch on counter at home, rude!

23. It is not always about money

24. Think I have found my recipe!

25. What are you doing for the 4th?

26. I will not get a new iPad!

27. My desk is getting messy again I need to do something about this

28. Cookies and cream Popsicles for the kids?

29. Rather you like it or not I can only be me

I feel sick

1. Now what's next? Just be hype over his speech?

2. RIP Pat Summitt

3. Cornbread, fish, and collard greens

4. Spaghetti is a side!

5. Everyone has to start somewhere. 

6. Have no plans for the 4th. Who is cooking out?

7. I like both, and?

8. When does football season start?

9. My circle is filled with #blackgirlmagic and I am so grateful

10. I need to stop trippin

11. Sometimes sticking to goals I hard, but I am on a mission

12. Stop trying to keep up with the Joneses. 

13. Could you be a truck driver?

14. #spellingmatters ~Crystal

15. The ability to think rationally is not a gift that a lot of people have 

16. I will make a difference

17. If you knew my testimony!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🏃🏾🏃🏾🏃🏾🏃🏾

18. Yeah, going to take a break in July

19. Everyone has a gift, walk in it

20. Will be making sangria Popsicles this weekend, so geeked!

21. Yeah don't think this is going to work

22. I challenge you to write your own random thoughts one day

23. Realizing more that who you love is not a choice, the choice is acting on it

24. Cute new neighbor

25. Life is more than just you.

26. I guess I should go into my office now

27. 2 weeks!

28. When I get married I am going to go down the aisle like Jazz and Jewel on Fresh Prince of Belair 😂😂😂😂

Better days ahead

1. We will have equal rights and justice in our own country or we will restructure their function in ours ~BAE

2. I wasn't going to write today, but I need too

3. I said some things I should not have said outloud yesterday....damn you unlimited bubbles!!

4. I almost forgot about today 

5. Since I turned 35 my body is trying to betray me, rude!

6. Your post made me smile 🙂

7. Next up for binge watching Game of Thrones

8. Don't think I will post on Facebook

9. Planning birthday activities!

10. I like being weird

11. I still have to wait till October! Arghhh!

12. I need gas prices to go back down

13. Is it self hate?

14. I have told you so many times, but you don't listen so I will stop

15. Do you eat breakfast before going to the dentist?

16. I remembered real shoes today!

17. This journey of life remember to enjoy it

18. Don't tell everyone your dreams and goals 

19. You are just stupid, I have no other way to say it

20. Samira Wiley!!!!!!

21. If my mother asks me one more time if I want to get married!

22. Unfiltered Ursula needs to make more appearances

23. Be open to advice, listen to wisdom. If you keep doing the same thing you can't expect different results

24. Does it get better?

25. Okay let's make this week amazing! Everyone!

26. I need to watch the Prince Tribute, but not looking forward to Jennifer Hudson

27. Bacon, oh how I love bacon!

Must shave

1. At 3am during an overnight shift and you scroll through fb and think that Fred Hammond put the caption "National Anthon hoes" it might be time to go to sleep as soon as you get home

2. Interesting movie.....

3. Do you still eat cheezits?

4. You never know who is truly reading your posts and the effect it might have on them...I scrolled across one yesterday and I am very thankful

5. You remind me of my jeep, I want to ride it!

6. Eat to nourish, sleep to replenish, and love to cherish

7. I told you what time I got off!

8. KeKe Wyatt can sing, I need new music from her

9. Yeah need to slow down on the random thoughts

10. But did you die?

11. Irrational fears, do you have them?

12. What's for breakfast?

13. My only relationship goal is to be with whoever God wants me to be with

14. I will not go to Five Daughters today, nope not going!

15. The things that we take for granted 

16. What language would you like to learn? 

17. Those signs that tell you there are deer for the next mile, do the deer read the sign too and know the can't go any further?

18. Volvos are not made the same

19. NYC, LA, Chicago?

20. #saytheirnames

21. When you sound just as good as the people singing on the cd!! Do you realize soon kids won't know what a cd is?

22. Where do you get your news from?

23. #beckywiththebadgrades #staymadabby

24. Read a great post on being sex positive and a person of faith. 

25. Think about the legacy you are leaving

26. Finally watched Van Jones's clip on #Brexit he is absolutely right #dropsmic

Time to lay it down

1. Finally watched the Scandal and Empire finales....underwhelmed

2. Why did it take me so long to get amazon prime?

3. These animal and snapchat filters....stop!

4. Who wants to treat me to brunch today?

5. Lemon or Pine?

6. Please tell me again why you are voting for Trump

7. Meet me at the trap it's going down! Not really, I have never been to the trap

8. Do you really read all my random thoughts?

9. Once again it is not my fault you suck at your job #twiceasgood

10. Strawberries are different from blueberries but they are both berries

11. Getting my life together!

12. Why is 65 north always under construction?

13. Really have to remind myself that God's got this. I need to just chill

14. I have not been bowling in a while

15. Don't play with my emotions.

16. I hate shopping

17. When you know the answer and you don't want to admit it

18. What are your plans for today?

19. I hate when Steve Harvey gives advice

20. #blackgirlmagic

21. Mental stability don't take it for granted

22. Is it too early for crown and coke?

23. If I tell you things will never be the same

24. You make time for what is important to you #noexcuses

25. You mad? Stay mad!!!

Finally

1. The all white team of writers for OITNB has me feeling some type of way....

2. Waking up at 2 in the morning, it is going to be a long day

3. I don't think you ever liked me, just someone to keep you entertained

4. Seriously where did all these Cleveland Cavalier fans come from? 

5. Have we ever heard Malia or Sasha speak?

6. It's Friday!!! Woo Hoo!

7. So what does this mean for the European Union?

8. I love my family...several from a distance

9. Random memory of part of the band playing horse when someone walked into the room....she was before her time

10. You should really give dick a try ~a friend (the candidness of some of my text messages)

11. Need to do some more filtering of my Facebook lists

12. I wonder if the rain has cooled things off?

13. Finger waves need to make a comeback 

14. Think people who drive below the speed limit should have their license suspended

15. A friend talked some sense in to me...no new car 😞

16. If you ask, I promise I will tell you 

17. Janitor to the CEO, treat everyone the same 

18. Not only can I sing, but I also have mad rap skills son!

19. When is the sequel to ATL coming out?

20. The jaguar commercials.....I hate when she says jag-u-ar, is that how it is  supposed to be pronounced?

21. Should I do another video random thoughts?

22. Let's remember the man who wrote that all men were created equal still owned slaves

23. Real Gs move in silence (not like lasagna)...trust all I post you don't even know half of me

24. I guess I need to buy a lottery ticket since I think they read my random thoughts and fixed the machine for tonight #poppinbarrels

The air is sticky

1. DMX is performing in Nashville on my birthday....tempting 

2. John Lewis is so my granddaddy in my head

3. We don't want to take your guns

4. It is too freakin hot!!!

5. I need some reading suggestions 

6. My God is amazing!

7. Yesterday I was informed that "Ursula" is the lesbian form of a bear....no comment

8. I had the urge to have breakfast for dinner yesterday and no mimosa supplies...came very close to having a hard cider with my pancakes 

9. Determined to keep smiling today

10. You know and I am okay with that

11. My mother is so special

12. Is it time for the next season of OITNB yet?

13. I will not purchased the grand Cherokee, nope! Well....not yet

14. Has anybody told you how awesome you are? Well, I just did!

15. D. Rose to the Knicks......don't know how I feel about this

16. Love is love is love is love

17. Come for the king you bet not miss

18. For the first time in a while I did not sit in my car trying to avoid going in to work #progress

19. I think the machine that calls out the winning lottery numbers is broken. 

20. What music shall I listen to today?

21. I really need a brunch in my life this weekend 

22. Jody!!!!!!!!!! ~Baby Boy

23. TGIF-Thank God I'm Fabulous!!!!

I am wonderful

1. I got great news yesterday!!! #twiceasgood

2. I will go see Hamilton, but I am not paying $8,000 for a ticket

3. So I Starbucks morning

4. Write a love story in 5 words...paid off your student loans (that's love)

5. What is your favorite New Edition song?

6. Drove through campus on my way to work, did Morgan always have a store in it or is it new?

7. I miss my sister 😥

8. Try to find something good in everything

9. I am so worth it

10. Milan Christopher, just stop

11. Maybe I should give it a try

12. Pear hard cider, not too bad

13. My mother is freakin amazing!!!

14. I want to tell you so bad

15. Open to the possibilities

16. Too often things are confused with blessings. The blessings I most thankful for are not bought

17. What is your favorite concert you been to?

18. I can sing, Christy can too, wedding singers here we come!

19. Once again don't come for me unless I send for you.....you will learn today

20. Too many people are self absorbed and they don't even know it

21. Look ma! No hands!!!!

22. Think about how one interaction with a stranger can change them forever. Be mindful of how you treat people

My eyebrow hurts

1. You are really cute

2. I need to take a break from writing random thoughts

3. iPad Air or pro?

4. Think I will try a new hard cider tonight,  better than drinking the entire bottle of wine

5. I like both

6. Tough decisions ahead

7. Tigallerro!!!!!!!!!

8. The hypocrisy in so many churches. 

9. I really want to break out in song in the middle of my meeting today

10. Wearing flip flops today! #buckthesystem

11. I need more vegetables in my life

12. I miss doing adoption work

13. The differences in Lebron and Steph and I am not talking about their basketball skills, just thinking

14. Didn't text while drinking last night, woo hoo!

15. How do you handle life's plot twists?

16. Sometimes I want a do over with you

17. The hair is still down!

18. I can't believe I have had my car almost a year now! Slate is good to me, I love her! 

19. Realized I have still not watch the season finales of Empire and Scandal! Will watch this weekend

20. Popsicle experiments begin next week.....

21. My mother asked me again if I want to get married....smh

Very random today

1. Good game, my team didn't win, but black men got money ~my momma (if you know about her knowledge of sports you know how hilarious this statement is)

2. Why do people think the word submission is bad in relationships? How do you see submission?

3. Young, scrappy, and hungry ~Hamilton Soundtrack 

4. Good game last night

5. Too many meetings today 

6. #saytheirnames

7. I will not become a product junkie

8. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit ~Clay Davis

9. When you have 4 meetings and you have to wear real shoes! #rude

10. Money is not everything

11. Going to try real hard to wear my hair down all week....let's see how this goes

12. Have you finished OITNB yet?????

13. Do you realize how much Hamilton tickets are????

14. When I'm alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wall

15. Which Set it Off character are you?

16. Privilege, why are people shocked that when people have it they can't see it

17. I should have gone to Starbucks

18. Man bags, yay or nay?

19. I guess I should go to work now

20. There is a reason why I trust very few people

Bodes On my way!

1. Made it to church this morning!! Praise him!!

2. I need people to finish OITNB now!

3. Happy Father's Day!

4. You know the answer already

5. Catching up on Suits

6. Flip flops are my friends

7. Who do you think is going to win the game tonight?

8. Can't keep doing this to myself

9. Just got a brain freeze from a sonic slushi

10. Once again, never assume. Just ask

11. My text convos.....whoa!

12. I do not like skinny jeans

13. I miss you so much

14. What makes you special?

15. Yes Hamilton soundtrack is still on repeat 

16. It feels weird

17. Just say no to drugs

18. What is your favorite thing about Memphis?

19. I really, really, really want to tell you

My ears hurt

1. #saytheirnames

2. Guess what I will be doing tomorrow??

3. I took me two freakin hours to get home yesterday....not cool 

4. Leg pain again 😞 guess I need to go back to the doctor

5. I think today's The Read is going to be epic!

6. Know your worth! #twiceasgood

7. I have switched from Hamilton to Rent...

8. Don't come for me unless I send for you, they will learn today!

9. I promise you I don't ask for much!

10. I hope you are living life to the fullest

11. I'm in love with a crackhead! 

12. Yeah....this is not working

13. I will visit my dad's grave one day (I have never been)

14. I need Starbucks in my life

15. My friends are freakin amazing! If you are included in that number you are pretty special to me

16. Yeah that thought will not be typed out 😳😳😳

Better today

1. My mother just asked me if I wanted to get married....the assumptions she makes 😳😳😳

2. I love God and trap music....I need this tshirt

3. Definitely going to the Jack Daniel's distillery for my birthday

4. You can't fix me, stop trying

5. Thinking about getting a Fitbit again, love Apple Watch, but not great on fitness tracking

6. Podcast day, but I have 4 meetings 😞 let's see how this goes

7. Confidence not cockiness..... #twiceasgood

8. I think you might already know

9. #saytheirnames

10. What do you think Draymond is going to do tomorrow???

11. Last night would have been a red wine night (the entire bottle) but I only consumed one hard cider #progress

12. Facebook memories got me missing my daddy 😥

13. Love is love is love is love!!! (This can't be said enough)

14. Get out of your comfort zone! Eat a cockroach!!! Lol! Just kidding about the second part, I don't do bugs 

15. So many tears this week about so many things, but today I am determined to remember why I am here #purpose

Still sad

1. 11:32 pm.....

2. Say their names! 49 of them. I still do not have the words

3. Wearing two of the same shoe today!!! They are tennis shoes, but they are the same!

4. Sometimes silence is the only option

5. I HATE the word "agree" when it comes to a person's sexuality or gender identification.

6. It is one of those days...sitting in my car truly contemplating going into the building. I need a do over

7. Finally listened to the entire Hamilton soundtrack....it has been on repeat since

8. Do you believe in soulmates? Is there one person just for you?

9. It is not my fault that you suck #twiceasgood

10. Love is love is love is love

11. Reevaluating what is important in my life right now 

12. Pumps in the bump....that video was whoa

13. If you could ask me one question what would it be? I will probably answer it...

14. Yesterday I had to explain to my mother the B word that Draymond Green called Lebron....she said well he is (Golden State in 6)

It's hot

1. The emotions I have gone through since yesterday....no words

2. Fuck you Donald Trump (not sorry for the language)

3. I will make it through a full day at work! As long as I stay off my leg my pain is not as bad

4. There is a reason my first blog is entitled "If you only knew...."

5. Frank Ocean can't become the next Lauryn Hill, I need new music!!!!

6. Listening to the Hamilton soundtrack today....I so need to make it back to NYC!

7. Truly tired of having to be twice as good #beinghonest

8. Love is love is love is love is love! ~ Lin-Manuel

9. "There is a difference between players who hate to lose & the players who love to win. Right now, LBJ is the latter." ~Unknown (Facebook memory from 2011 how interesting)

10. This morning I got the urge to text you....but you are toxic. Can't go back down that road again

11. Starting the day with off with a major leak at work....not cool

12. Fuck you Donald Trump!

13. Please let us examine our hypocrisies...I will just leave it that

Better choices

1. Less pain!!!! 

2. I want mimosas.....lots and lots of mimosas!

3. The thread about sex with a ghost..... 😳😳

4. Guess what I am finally doing today??

5. I want to go ice skating

6. Just in case you forgot I am still pissed about October

7. Please don't assume things about me. I promise if you ask I will tell you 

8. Billy Crystal's speech at the funeral....watch it

9. Love and lust.....two different things

10. Who wants to wash my hair? 

11. The butterfly effect...one different decision 

Will make it

1. "My name is POUSSEY! Accent à droite, bitch! It’s French!" ~OITNB (One Week!!!!!! So Geeked!!!)

2. Not blood clots, praise God!!! 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

3. Joe Biden and Michelle Obama write in vote???

4. Okay maybe this time next year I won't be married....maybe go on a date??? 😂😂😂

5. Executive, legislative, and judicial......the president is not the end all be all running the government of America. Are we passionate for all political offices the same way we are for the president? Local government.....Most politicians have to start somewhere. Think about it

6. If I could sit on the floor with a laptop and do my work it would be much easier to go to work today and not be in pain. Adulting is hard!! Yes I have days I can take off, but the work has to get done 

7. So what if Whitney Houston was bi

8. Although I can only wear one shoe I still bring the other one just in case....in case of what? No clue, but makes sense to me

9. Love when other people post their own random thoughts! I was not the originator, but made my posts my own. Random thoughts and not so random thoughts rock!

10. Words mean things! In the illustrious words of Dustin Ross #leaveusalone

You got this

1. "You bout it, I'm bout' it bout it
If you bout' it bout it, well, say you bout' it, bout it" -Master P

2. Okay Warriors in 5

3. Going off again has gotten me another $100 off my rent....don't mess with me

4. The weight is back 😞

5. I want to test my new popsicles out, but the way my pain medications are set up, darn you getting old!!!

6. The moment you realize you have not eaten anything today

7. People watching while at the ER is quite interesting 

8. When your mind is in the gutter.....I shall not repeat what I just thought

9. I figure this time next year I will be married 😂😂😂

Seriously dude?

1. Popsicle molds arrived! Time to experiment! Bellinis! Mimosas! Sangria!!!

2. Sometimes going off is the only way....they learned yesterday

3. I truly hate it ended that way, but it is better in the long run

4. Did Hillary supporters act this way when Barack was presumed nominee?

5. Who wants to treat me to lunch today? Seriously....

6. Golden State in 4

7. Once again I cannot let your issues become my issues!!!! 

My head hurts

1. You value the life of a gorilla more than the life a black person....

2. Operation get my life together is in motion

3. I hate when stupid people have discussions and they don't realize how stupid they sound

4. Now I must perfect the mimosa and bellini popsicles....

5. This is why you are stuck in the same position for 20 years..

6. Happy birthday Suzanne!

7. It's the little things you do

8. Memphis is where I was born and raised please don't forget it

9. Thinking about going back to black

10. "One of my mentors is a celibate monk, and he says we can live without sex but we can't live without love. And there are a lot of people who have a lot of sex and never experience love, and people who never have sex [but] have deep experiences of intimacy and love." ~great quote that popped up in fb memories

11. Sometimes people focus on the wrong things....let's look at the bigger picture

12. You changed me life in so many ways

13. Riley Curry for President! 

14. I got this

15. Think I am going to go back into hiding again 

16. The pellet ice is one reason why it is hard for me to leave my job

17. Finished CSI:Miami and now time for a few good documentaries

18. Do people still do flashmobs?

19. I can't wait to get to school each day.....what ever happened to Troop?

20. Who will win the NBA finals?

21. I think I need sushi today

22. You need to check yourself before you wreck yourself

23. Sometimes it is just easier just say nothing 

24. I can admit I cannot dance....but my vocal skills are like no other. Watch out!

25. When people die I get not speaking ill of the dead, but don't paint them in a light that they weren't. 

26. Will not be working late this week

27. Should I go see K Michelle at Limelight?

28. You had one job to do! One job!!

29. Maybe I should not have filled the candy jar at my desk

30. We pick and chose what we choose to defend in morality.....

31. "All I need in this life of sin is good ____, wifi, and chicken" ~Kid Fury

Corn chips smell

1. It's Sunday!! But I will not be going to brunch 😞

2. Sometimes I wish it were just simple 

3. Adulting is hard! Still have not seen Captain America, responsibilities keep getting in the way (today's responsibility is sleep)

4. My ability to sing is not predicated on if you like my voice or not. I can sang!

5. Every time I go in Kroger I remember why I shop at Publix

6.  “Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.” (One day #dontjudgeme) ~popped up on my fb memories random thought had to share again

7. Weekly hair appointments must be worked into the budget

8. Thinking about you still makes me smile

9. If you read my tumblr you might be shocked

10. I need some good collard greens in my life

11. Did we ever think Ashanti could sing?

12. I still have the computer I had in college....I need to get rid of it. It's just sitting in my storage closet

13. Sometimes we just need to sit in listen

14. 2 weeks!!!

15. I still have moments when I cry over the death of Stringer Bell

16. I can only be me and someone will one day love me for that

17. IHOP or cook at home?

18. I should have got mimosa supplies yesterday

19. Strawberry margarita, pina colada, and peach bourbon lemonade....one is not like the others

20. Why did I have the desire to say "F U pay me" all of a sudden?

21. So many thoughts on Christianity and  life right now. Christ, the church, the people....so many thoughts

22. What age do you want to retire?

23. I guess I need to buy a lottery ticket if I want to win

24. I want you back in Nashville

25. Maybe I should move to DC?

26. Who wants to do my hair?

27. Met this guy at Georgia Tech when I was in high school that would flat iron his little sister's hair, thought that was so attractive

28. I will never by ribs cooked at Kroger....my dad spoiled me to great BBQ. Can't disrespect his legacy like that

29. Flaws and all, I miss my daddy 😔