Monday, September 30, 2013

Dedicated to my sister!

1. Tomorrow would have been my sister's 36th birthday
2. I miss her
3. I can look back now and laugh at the times she started cursing during the middle of prayer at church
4. Only person I have ever shared a room with
5. Her smile
6. Having to bury my sister on a Saturday and be back in class at Vandy on a Monday......rough
7. Still have the stuffed bear a friend gave me after her death
8. She loved corn dogs and going to the mall
9. Think she is one reason why I try to have compassion for all
10. Remember when she would dance and she would just bob her head in her wheelchair and smile
11. Her use of profanity led to loss of cable in our bedroom
12. Doctors said she would only live 6 months....well she made it to 23 years
13. She never met a person who her life didn't touch
14. She would have made an awesome aunt
15. Wrote thoughts about he today because tomorrow only one thought would not have been enough
16. Cannot lie.....times she got on my nerves just like any sibling would
17. When our parents use to dress us alike, funny
18. We looked totally different
19. Her hair....not like mine, but still beautiful
20. I still remember the day and when my mom cursed out the doctors cause she said they didn't come soon enough, the loss of a child.....no words
21. She had my back and supported all I did
22. She showed me God has a purpose for everyone
23. Having her in car we always got close parking spaces
24. Because of her I had to learn how to drive in the minivan.....dad never let me drive the big van
25. I remember her special Olympics days.....have no clue what she committed in, but she always brought home ribbons
26. The story behind her funeral......but God!
27. I use to think about her being in my wedding.....yes I thought she would live that long
28. One day I will visit her grave
29. She was the best sibling in the world!
30. Erika, my sister, will always run wheelies around yours :-P


Sunday, September 29, 2013

Nose is back to normal!!!

1. This morning's mimosa was everything.....slept in till almost 2pm
2. Go Titans!
3. The Dores won!!!
4. I love my job!
5. Excited about the weekend!
6. Not excited about doctors appointments that are coming up
7. Should have cooked this morning
8. No way you get it
9. Breaking Bad is not that bad
10. Why didn't  I get the Tide when it was on sale?
11. Yes I still love you
12. Sometimes I work too freakin hard
13. God still loves me
14. The humor in it all
15. I will always see color
16. How do you define beauty?
17. Why does it always have to be about sex?
18.  Scandal this week!!!
19. Music makes my soul smile
20. Ever just want to give up?
21. Just be nice to people
22. I don't even care
23. Scars will heal
24. I just want to meet you
25. Going to see my mommy soon!
26. Perfect timing
27. Never underestimate me
29. Ratchet music is what it is


Saturday, September 28, 2013

My nose is feeling better

1. I will survive the weekend
2. Anchor Down!
3. My skin is getting better
4. One day at a time
5. Just be honest with me
6. I have started watching Breaking Bad.....
7. I want you in the worst way
8. I browse tumblr when I am bored
9. What shall I cook next week
10. I need to have a detox
11. Going to see United Tenors!!!
12. God is always good
13. Changing can be diffcult
14. Do you understand?
15. Sometimes we do the wrong thing for the right reasons
16. My mother is awesome
17.  Didn't get all I wanted done today, but got a lot accomplished
18. Ever want to just run around with no where to go?
19. Tropical vacation next year
20. Are you truly my friend
21. Homecoming next weekend!!!
22. You have no idea
23. Should have went walking this morning
24. Drake's cd is growing on me
25. Teach children, don't expect them to learn things through osmosis
26. I need to finish up my task at hand.....
27. He will always mean something to me
28. What time is it?

Friday, September 27, 2013

Never trust a big butt and a smile!!!

1. Wee Bay from The Wire is playing a cop in a Capital One commercial
2. Maybe I should not wait.....
3. I have no desire to see the movie Baggage Claim.....not even for the eye candy.
4. NEVER underestimate me
5. I think some things should not be aired on social media.....no matter what I post, promise there are things about me and my life you will never learn from social media
6. Might venture in to watching Breaking Bad this weekend
7. Next week this time......Scandal will have started. Geeked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Kendrick and Wale.....I am so ready
9. I have mean thoughts....like this morning, I wanted to pour all of my water bottle over my coworker's head just because and she is one of my favs
10.  The type of people you are dating and the type of person you want to marry are not the same.....does not make sense
11. The Internet's Feel Good and Foreign Exchange's Love in Flying Colors.....on repeat
12. This Crips 4 Christ video........not sure how I feel about it yet
13. The moment you get an error message before saving.....my eyes have never been so big
14. Switching back to Tide, oxy clean.....didn't like my skin :-(
15. Had convo with my mom about weed this morning......quite interesting (no I do not smoke)
16. Went to work with my hair wet.....the seasons are changing so this won't happen for much longer
17. My keyboard died yesterday......RIP
18.  The tex-mex calzones I made were amazing! Another recipe conquered!
19. 300 sandwich story.......not feeling it.
20. You ever think about the one that got away?
21. Once again....it is much easier being fat!!! My foot, my back, my legs!
22. The moment you need to sneeze....but you can't :-(
23. Please don't expect me to always be kind and good and loving. There are times when I will be cold and heartless and hard to understand. ~Sylvia Plath
24. I can have a potty mouth at times.....have even started to let a few off in from of my mother, GASP!!
25.  The pic has the Drake filter ~a friend
26. Can you believe it is the end of the year???? AND I am making THREE trips to Memphis in the upcoming months, what is wrong with me???
27. Me and my coworkers have nicknames, I am Moon Child Ray of Night, one guy is Sparkles, and my cubicle neighbor is Sploosh!


I need to do better!!

(Once again didn't post)

1. My body hurts
2. Scandal next week!
3. Nose is getting better
4. Much easier being fat
5. Must be productive this werkend
6. I tried
7. Must get flu shot
8. Easier to do thoughts in the morning
9. Head hurts
10. Fireman
11. Kanye vs Jimmy
12. You ain't right
13. A woman scorned
14. Another good day at work
15. I need to perfect this recipe
16. Foot hurts
17. Change your thought process
18. I get it
19. The Read is still funny
20. Friends rock!
21. Kendrick and Wale next week
22. I love my jobs
23. You are special
24. I get it
25. I need love
26. Screams!!! 


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Love the pic

1. Today was a good day
2. Man I can cook
3. SVU!
4. Back to Tide
5. I love me
6. Will not be bad
7. Sneezes
8. Screams!!!
9. Loving Shadow Dance
10. I still want you
11. Just ask
12. Do you even care anymore?
13. This is growing on me
14. Yes way
15. It is getting closer
16. I am ready
17. Nose still hurts
18. I get it
19. Cheese
20. Drake is growing on me
21. Hiccups
22. Craziness 
23. They know
24. I love you
25. My heart


Feelings

(Post didn't go through yesterday)

1. Almost forgot thoughts today
2. Rain go away
3. Never eat random stuff at work potluck
4. I need a hug
5. You will be here next week
6. Why are you married???
7. The Voice
8. Rihanna vs Teyana Taylor
9. Grind time tomorrow
10. Our text convos
11. Drake's new cd is different
12. I am not a failure
13. I think differently
14. Maybe I am
15. I always listen to you
16. My foot hurts
16. Three times a week
17. Don't fake the funk
18. No selfies for a while
19. Say cheese......goat cheese
20. Why I don't do that
21. Forever young
22. Why couldn't we connect?
23. You are so sweet
24. Getting use to my phone....

Monday, September 23, 2013

Say it ain't so!!

1. Tupac back
2. Out of the mouths of babes
3. Yes way
4. My nose still hurts
5. Weed 
6. Don't do it
7. My love
8. Good lesson
9. Penetration
10. Ponytail rocks
11. Cheese
12. For the love of money
13. My toes
14. Stupidity
15. Sexuality needs to be discussed
16. Sex does not need music
17. Fishy fishy
18. Did a lot of work to do
19. Love my tattoo
20. Flip flop season is ending
21. Kids are funny
22. This book is too big
23. I got this!!!

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Did it!!!

1. My pinky itches
2. Didn't do most of what I planned today
3. I need to start doing these first thing in the morning
4. Why am I watching football again?
5. You make me smile
6. Nose still hurts
7. Mad I can't watch the Emmys
8. Got a Word this morning
9. Unconditional love
10. Maybe I need to take Benadryl
11. Oops!
12. Tomorrow I will be productive
13. Change is good
14. I'm so hood!!
15. Go Titans
16. My life is different
17. Thankful for revelation
18. How do you do it?
19. Touchdown!
20. I forgot
21. Bang! Bang! Bang!
22. Loves when the kids grow up

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Tired

1. Was bad today
2. Was not going to do thoughts today....
3. I am supposed to be cleaning
4. I am getting excited
5. Chicken
6. Think I will detox next week
7. A gift
8. Crooked smile
9. You still crack me up
10. I can never do that to you
11. Another person hooked on The Read
12. My nose still hurts
13. Will I see you tomorrow?
14. Politics!
15. Tired of the foolishness
16. Pause
17. Will focus tomorrow
18. Denied!
19. TV work!
20. Up or down?
21. Get it!!!

Friday, September 20, 2013

Love this tea!

1. I want to see Ed Sheeran live....jut not Taylor Swift
2. My nose hurts
3. I am going to miss season premier of Scandal.....I am still hurt about this
4. Ever wonder if people truly like you or just put up with you?
5. Going to see Kendrick and Wale!!!!! So geeked!!!!
6. Tattoo for Christmas? 
7. I am great at my job #thatsall
8. Any movie suggestions? Think this weekend will be a British movie marathon
9. Thinks people should discuss sexuality more.....think so many misconceptions could be resolved
10. Best friend is coming for homecoming! Woo Hoo!
11. Do a random act of kindness for a stranger today
12. Ever just want to make silly faces when you are sitting in rush hour when someone looks into your car?
13. Thinks this weekend's hard cider will finally be Crispin, been meaning to try for a while (don't ask how many 6 packs are in my fridge)
14. Idris.......
15. Your first love.....was it really love?
16. Tea or coffee?
17. My mother is better than your mother....yeah I said it, and?
18. This week's new music choices were blah
19. Can't believe that some people are just that stupid
20. Natural hair movement.....all these products, why? Natural hair was in before  products existed and seeing pics their hair did just fine 


Thursday, September 19, 2013

Lady at Mahogany.....

1. Been working hard
2. What shall I cook tonight?
3. You just going to invite yourself to my place?
4. Lyrics mean so much!
5. I do love what I do!
6. I miss our talks
7. Needs more cushion
8. It was not paint
9. Set the trend
10. Just be you
11. Dwele!!
12. Planning for next year
13. Will not make the same mistake
14. Must get work done
15. Never underestimate me
16. You know what...
17. The Read has me to thinking....
18. My foot hurts
19. Yasssssssssssssss!!!!

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Focus Ursula!!!

1. Working too hard!
2. Hump day
3. I do love my job
4. The Read is giving me life today
5. Lemonade today
6. Lunch has me sleepy
7. Love
8. Celebrities are people too
9. I miss you
10. Going to miss season premier of Scandal :-(
11. Love my new tea
12. Praying for a friend
13. The randomness of my mind
14. Must push on
15. Really skin?
16. Love her I do
17. Homecoming is soon!
18. Ignorance, I can't stand it

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

My look after my last meeting

1. Stupid people
2. Crack is whack
3. Yassssss!
4. Will I do 3 miles?
5. You are special to me
6. No way!
7. Proud of myself
8. I just want to be near you again
9. Maybe you are more than you think you are
10. Screaming out big bootie hoes at work......don't think it is a good idea
11. You are bitter
12. Old age should not equal bitter
13. #shade
14. I love you
15. Music was blah today
16. I need more cushion in the back
17. I tried...

Monday, September 16, 2013

At least I look cute tody

1. Rough start to the day
2. Why did my pants and shirt rip this morning.....luckily I noticed pants before leaving the house
3. Think it is time to buy no clothes
4. Thug life turned out great
5. She's back!!!
6. Why is this irking me so much?
7. Why can't I just say it?
8. Two miles today, let's get it
9. This weather change is no fun
10. How did my ice melt so quickly
11. I love you
12. People wonder why I don't tell people a lot of things
13. We all have an accent
14. The struggle is real
15. Will not forget
16. Speak life not death!

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Why would you need that many carrots?

1. Chill mode
2. I can't let this go......such a double standard
3. Beginning to like flashpoint
4. Should be cooking right now
5. I wish you could understand
6. Tragic inevitability.....
7. Your voice
8. Cooking shoes make it seem so easy
9. The time we spent together
10. Drake is growing on me
11. Reading this week
12. Two miles a day is goal
13. Flavor is everything
14. Shade.....
15. If I could stay away from cheese

Saturday, September 14, 2013

I am better than that

1. Tired
2. Enjoyed volunteering
3. Drake on Jimmy Fallon though.....
4. Love her I do
5. Value life
6. Never say never
7. Despite what you say.....
8. I will survive
9. I need you now
10. Oops!!
11. Coke is my friend
12. If you knew would you treat me the same?
13. We are just different
14. Love, peace, and soul

Friday, September 13, 2013

Nooooooooo!!!!

1. You look like MC Hammer on crack humpty ~Shock G (I think)
2. I don't believe in the 90 day rule......and not for reasons you might think
3. Brutally honest friends......arghhhhhhhh!!!
4. Being an introvert and insecure are two different things despite what you think
5. Strongbow hard cider......not bad, but not great
6. Getting Kendrick Lamar/Wale ticket today!!!!!! Soooooooooooo Geeeeeeeeeked!!!!!!!
7. Actually looking forward to the new Drake cd......I blame you! Versace! Versace! Versace!
8. Lunch with an old family member today......tattoo is showing.....will she see it.....yes I am being bold today
9. Will I go on a date before I turn 35???
10. Scandal in less than 2 weeks!!!!!!!! I'm dancin! I'm singin!!! #dontjudgeme
11. You are okay with someone being a hoe.....but how dare they be gay??? Let me stop....
12. Just got homecoming weekend off!!!! Now will I be social?????? #anchordown
13. Words do hurt..... #thatsall

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Working out is hard

1. Much easier being fat
2. Sleepy
3. Received the longest iMessages in history yesterday
4. The hair struggle is real
5. Yeah.....about lunch
6. I need you
7. Until we are blunt about it......
8. Did I say I was sleepy
9. Wishes upon a star
10. Cry baby though.....
11. Must be productive 
12. If I can make it through the weekend

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Things I have learned from 2 Chainz' B.O.A.TS. II #Metime

1. There are 32 ounces in a brick
2. If the Feds are watching me I need to be very fresh
3. He bought a new crib to have sex with me......little does he know
4. He has so much money on him it won't even fold.....maybe he needs to learn how to use a debit card
5. 2 Chainz feels that having a wife AND a girlfriend is acceptable.......seriously?
6. His trigger finger keeps itching he might need to go to the doctor otherwise he might be wearing 2 Chainz he might not like.....
7. If you are single guess what....2 Chainz wants to have your baby! Child support checks for everyone! (Oh.....but he has to put conception on YouTube)
8. There is a mainstream ratchet......guess I need to research the indie ratchet. How do they differ???
9. I guess I have never been to a party cause if 2 Chainz is not there......it didn't happen
10. 2 Chainz is so ill he needs penicill.....guess he is pretty sick
11. Thanks to his cd the urge to scream out "2 CHAINZ" is forever in my spirit......



Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Just to see you....

1. Where did you go?
2. Will behave tonight
3. Finally got the text
4. Friday will be great
5. You have no clue
6. Interesting
7. If one more person says......
8. Lunch was great
9. Not easy being different
10. Ice cream and cake with soda on the side

Monday, September 9, 2013

Positive thinking!

1. Better at doing these first thing
2. I love you
3. Trying to so better
4. What shall I listen to today?
5. It is Monday and I am excited
6. It needs to stop raining before I go workout 
7. Think I will tackle the park
8. Sometimes you just have to laugh at yourself
9. Christian hip hop......don't sleep 


Sunday, September 8, 2013

My head hurts :-(

1. The fact that I even made it to church
2. Will not let you get to me
3. Rejection
4. My neck hurts
5. Why do I think like this?
6. You are cute......but
7. The unspoken
8. Will cook today

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Breathe!!!!!!!

1. Tough realization
2. Does it bring you joy?
3. Worked out this morning.....will I repeat tomorrow?
4. A hug, a touch from you would be nice
5. I get bored.....I cook
6. What shall I get into today?
7. Ready for change......

Friday, September 6, 2013

I love my ponytail!!!

1. Why did I sign up for match.com.......this is going to be short lived, does not look promising :-/
2. When was the last time you ate fish sticks? Is that really fish?
3. Sometimes I wish I could just say it, explaining how I feel is never easy....especially when no one ever understands
4. Your emergency is not my emergency
5. You in a box n...... Cause and effect ~Juicy J
6. The moment you realize pretty soon flip flops are going to have to be retired for the cold months......I will not cry

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Some days it takes all of me to smile

1. In pain
2. Really not feeling it today
3. Shall I be bad tonight?
4. People......
5. Yes I cried

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Will not cry

1. Will I ever go in a date?
2. Not completely sold on this match.com thing
3. My stomach is growling.....not good
4. Not focused :-/

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Love my new sign!

1. Life is short
2. New music Tuesday is quite nice.....loving the new Raheem Devaughn
3. Signed up for match.com......not looking good

Monday, September 2, 2013

Sunday, September 1, 2013