New Year's Eve

1. 2013 was a great year......not perfect but great!
2.I need somebody to tap into my inner whore and let her prosper ~person on twitter
3. Do you think the Titan's coach is going to be fired?
4. Felt good to let some things out this year.....
5. Actually got a random follower to my random post blog!
6. I will NOT let your issue become my issue
7. Women would you propose to a man?
8. Did Robin Roberts come out? Or did she just make a statement on who she loves and you put the pieces together?
9. Beyoncé's behind the scenes Part 4: Liberation talks about how sexuality has power.....I agree, but often think it is misused
10. New Lisa McClendon in 2014!!!!! I miss her music!!!
11. Accepting one's own reality is a step in the right direction
12. Thinks most people are selfish, including me
13. Noticed this morning Beyoncé "had a lot of angry fans" over XO......cd has been out for a couple of weeks and they are just now angry? But the Taylor Swift story.......let me stop
14. Working today....all day, thankful for both jobs I have
15. I'm so hoooooood!!!! Not really, but like screaming that out from time to time
16. Can't live in the past, learn from it, but don't live in it
17. No new resolutions, just going to continue to work on me and see where this journey takes me
18. Think I am having Scandal withdrawals......still got 2 months to go, noooooooooooo!!!!
19. What is the biggest lesson you learned in 2013?
20. I have 27 passwords for all the databases I use.....and a password to protect the document I store them in.....that is too many freakin passwords!!!!!!!!
21. If I love you I love you, wish I could stop that, especially for the people who continue to hurt me......this goes for family also
22. International travel in 2015......Italy or London are my goals......
23. Every question if you are married or in a relationship with the right person? Yes you love them, but is this person you want to spend the rest of your life with?
24. XD and Dustin's tweets......one reason that twitter gives me so much life
25. Really questioned a lot about my faith this year, but one thing I do know that God is still God, might not always understand the plan.....but in the end it has a purpose, Praise Him!!!
26. Really thinking about giving up meat again.....but bacon why do you have to be so good????
27. If you couldn't fail what would you do? I would.........
28. Vegan cheese is nasty!!!
29. You are loved even when you don't think you are
30. Lil Mama's portrayal of Left Eye.......think that is all she will be known for, oh and when she jumped on stage with Jay Z and Alecia Keys
31. Tomorrow begins a new year........and? I think each day you should say that this day will be better than yesterday, you are not promised tomorrow, make the best of your right now!

Almost there....

1. Tired

2. Pimples are irritating!

3. God is.....

4. Knowing the truth

5. I can admit

6. All I want is.....

7. Money can't buy you love

8. Don't do it!!!!

9. Are you sure?

10. Change is good

11. You hurt me enough

12. My reality and I am ok with it

13. The ring though

14. In my zone

15. Painful revelations

16. Lunch was blah

17. I am addicted

18. I dodged a bullet

19. You know me like no other

20. Did you ever care?

21. Water I miss Memphis water

22. Someday will all be free

23. No plans for New Years

24. The truth can hurt

25. Should be working

26. You can't be that stupid

27. I get it

28. Yes I am black

29. Time to make moves

30. You can do it!!

The year is coming to an end

1. Glad to be back in my own bed
2. Getting over the words that were said yesterday
3. Happy with my own reality
4. Your reaction is exactly why I don't tell you things
5. Should not have ate Wendy's
6. Just a couple of more days in the year
7. I might go to the movies tomorrow
8. Forgot I have to work back to back weekends :-/
9. Not too much longer
10. Think I am inspired to do something new
11. Sometimes you take it too far.....
12. My butt hurts
13. Every time I go down that road.....
14. Your voice
15. Yes my hair is still braided up
16. To twerk or not to twerk......
17. Some days I wish people knew how hard it is for me to smile
18. Hand sanitizer is your friend
19. Hope you had a Merry Christmas!
20. Really don't like this song
21. Will not throw up
22. Time to stop letting you define who I am
23. Screw what other people think
24. Needs new shoes
25. Realizes I can't change you
26. You talk to freakin much!
27. Someone is moving......
28. Learn to question everything
29. Focus on the positives

Thought feelings

1. Rough morning

2. Glad to be back in my own space

3. Learned a lot today

4. Reality....

5. HATES when people assume!!!!!

6. Thinks 2014 shall be interesting

7. Getting back to what makes me happy

8. Cried most of my way back home

9. Do you even care?

10. Smoothie foods stocked!

11. Love the Harry Potter movies

12. Me time

13. Misses Memphis water

14. What is your vision for new year?

15. Needs to wash my hair

16. Was almost motivated to straighten it out

17. You got jokes!

18. I don't do clubs

19. Do tho listen to the lyrics of music?

20. New year, new beginnings

21. Time to write the letter

22. My feet are cold

23. Work next week

24. The bacon bowl? Why?

25. Added another family member to twitter......

26. Seriously I want to change my hair color

27. Stupify!

28. It will be ok....

Head hurts!!!

1. Had a blessed Christmas!

2. I love my family!

3. The words that were said.....gives me hope

4. No text and no call from you.....not going back down that road

5. Writing random thoughts while looking at the Memphis Bridge.....love my mom's view

6. Law & Order marathon.....score!

7. Friends and family this evening, can't wait!

8. Although I am having fun, 48 hour limit on Memphis trips are a must

9. Allergies and sinuses are evil

10. Yeah, I have decided random thoughts will only last a year

11. Having a great Christmas is not dependent on how many gifts you get

12. Beyoncé break for Christmas, but she will be road trip music again

13. Nutribullet will be put to more use after holidays

14. Sleepy!!!!!

15. Think there is a Breaking Bad marathon today

16. I miss you

17. No New Years resolutions for me.....

18. What is your favorite Christmas memory from this year?

19. Give back!!!

20. Now my mother's couch has me hostage

21. Saw one of the Grizzlies players car in the garage.......need to do some detective work

22. Lotion is your friend

23. My mother has TEN working clocks on one wall.....I am all for decorations, but the tick tock.....

24. Back to reality next week

25. Nothing like Memphis water!!!!

26. What shall I do for New Years Eve?

27. Hair is now in a ponytail.....

Tired

1. NCIS marathon!!

2. I ate too much

3. I miss my bed

4. I still love you

5. Scared

6. Changing

7. Must be better

8. Split decision

9. Push ups are evil

10. Exploring new neighborhoods 

11. Neck hurts

12. Crazy people

13. My mom I love her

14. Your response hurt me

15. You can't handle the truth!!!

16. Why is my mother listening to Elvis?

17. Still blessed!

18. No way!!

19. Can I kick it?

20. Ponytail had to be made

21. How many clocks does she have?

22. That sunset was beautiful!

23. Let's chill.......

24. Can I still listen to Christmas music?

25. Ran into an old classmate

26. Wants a hug

Merry Christmas!!!!!!

1. Fun punch was good

2. I love my family

3. I love you

4. Forrest Gump

5. Ate too much

6. Crazy family

7. Sleepy

8. No weapon......

9. Hair is maintaining

10. Too hot

11. I am thankful for so much

12. Change is going to come

13. I need you now!!!!!

14. Not even a text from you....

16. You are too nosey

17. Why I tell you nothing

18. You can get it

19. Must remember to......

20. Love my new purse

21. Blessed

22. Needs space

23. Shocked by what she said

24. Stomach hurts

25. Ham and turkey!!!!

Christmas Eve

1. Should have wrote these earlier

2. The sun!

3. Finished gift shopping!

4. My nose!

5. My car is dirty

6. Praying now

7. RIP lord Infamous

8. Nothing like being home

9. Why do I keep testing my 48 hour rule?

10. Must get gas

11. Never forget where you came from

12. Do you know?

13. Will not get sick!

14. Sinuses are evil

15. Will she notice?

16. Not too bad

17. Now can I make one trip?

18. Will not keep hiding it

19. She is not a lyricist but an entertainer 

20. Pretty hurts....

21. Had to just check yesterday's post.....had right number

22. Will not cry

23. What happened to the Pizza Hut on Union?

24. Made it!!!

Christmas Eve Eve

1. At least I started my shopping
2. My stomach hurts
3. What was I thinking
4. I love my true friends
5. Don't judge me by my texts
6. I need to wash my hair
7. Change is inevitable
8. Don't forget where you come from
9. I get it now
10. Working too hard
11. My chin hurts
12. Crackers and cheese
13. Skin issues
14. Why is it harder for me to come up with random thoughts
15. Wash my hair tonight or tomorrow?
16. Drunk in Love!
17. People think they are owed something
18. Blessed
19. I love you face....
20. Any way you bless me....
21. All I want for Christmas is you!!!!
22. Time and opportunity
23. Must make a decision.

Merry Christmas!!!

1. Oops

2. Will get better

3. Baking is my release

4. I love my mom

5. Love this movie

6. Chicken soup

7. Water is needed

8. Sneezing too much

9. That's what friends are for

10. I will get things done

11. Almost forgot to finish

12. Cake is in the oven

13. I think I drank too much water today

14. I do need to go shopping

15. God is.....

16. Dumbledore was a badass

17. What am I going to do for New Years?

18. Change is good

19. Tears can be cleansing

20. Stomach hurts

21. Love heals

22. Need to watch services online

Yes

1. Almost forgot

2. Winter Jack

3. This one pimple

4. Will be productive tomorrow

5. You look nice

6. You get it

7. Still haven't started

8. You can't accidentally get pregnant

9. I am special

10. I need to sneeze

11. Cried my last tear

12. Low functioning

13. Excited about the future

14. Challenge!

15. My toe hurts

16. iPad charged

17. Stopped up nose

18. Can I kick it?

19. Alarm set

20. Best quote ever!

21. You in danger girl!

Me eyes hurt

1. Been one whole day since I have listened to The Yonce........progress

2. Love my iPad!

3. You negate my feelings, but expect me to always be there to listen to yours........I think I have finally learned my lesson

4. This was supposed to be my weekend off.....for an antisocial person I am actually overbooked :-/

5. Bye ashy!!! No seriously? Why do people forget to use lotion in the winter?

6. Well......I wanted to go on a date by the end of the year.......the streak continues :-/

7. Too many deaths lately, what scares me I am becoming numb to it, guess just feel it is a part of life

8. From twerking to liturgical praise dance ~ Kid Fury

9. Maybe I should start Christmas shopping this weekend

10. Should have washed my hair last night 

11. When people don't see their hypocrisy.......scares me

12. Ready to see my family and friends for the holidays!

13. Why do I love the phrase/song "big booty hoes" and have the urge to sing/scream it often? Yes I have issues.....

14. When I write random thoughts first thing in the morning I think they are better

15. I hope I get the call today :-)

16. You only have a........let me stop!!!!

17. I miss us :-/

18. This is my story, my journey.....don't understand it all the time, but I know it has a purpose

19. The bed drop in Beyoncé's Rocket video......I want to learn how to do that

20. There are always consequences to your actions....you can do, say, feel however you want, but realize there are always consequences.....good or bad

Noodles

1. Stomach hurts

2. Long day

3. But God.....

4. Your silence irks me

5. Time for change

6. Can you handle it?

7. You always make me smile

8. Get it together!

9. Be careful what you wish for

10. Got to go

11. This weather

12. How will scandal end?

13. Love my mom

14. No way!

15. You are a beast

16. Praying about situation

17. Control

18. Help me

19. Yassssssss!!!

Long day

1. Cried

2. Nose hurts

3. Feet are cold

4. Where is Billy Dee Williams?

5. Lips are chapped

6. I love you

7. He got a hair cut

8. Hope this goes well

9. I hate being sick

10. Ever wonder about the one that got away?

11. Still hungry

12. Politics

13. I get it

14. You understand the words that are coming out of mouth?

15. Rep your hood

16. I need a hug

17. Change is good

18. Anytime.....

Sneezing

1. Lack of sleep

2. Do you forgive easily?

3. My eyes hurt

4. New kitchen experiment this week

5. How many times have I been to the liquor store this month?

6. 2 Chainz!

7. I am so in love with you and I don't know why

8. I feel bad for you

9. Rats!

10. Make it rain!

11. My eyes hurt

12. Cares too much

13. Cookies and cream

14. You need to retire

15. Always blessed

16. Craving fried chicken

17. Darn it!!!

The Yonce did that!!!!

1. Beyoncé is singing about grown married woman things ~Suzanne

2. Beyoncé is not God!!! I may stan for this cd (not her) but that is it

3. Not since Erro and United Tenors have a listened to a cd like this

4. That Rocket video though! That bed drop.......let me stop!

5. Beyoncé is an entertainer and this cd is the total package

6. Superpowers......love!!! I miss Frank Ocean and need some new music from him now

7. The videos truly make a movie. Do not ask how many times I have watched

8. This week's The Read is going to be epic!!!! They need to bring in Dustin

9. You didn't wake up like dis!!!! But I do embrace the idea of "flawless".......that will be my new ending hashtag today

10. I am now always calling her "The Yonce" it is all your fault!!! (You know who you are)

11. Partition...... I like, but not my fav, it makes me feel like I am sitting in Hov and her bedroom seeing while he is getting a private dance.....didn't need that image

12. We be all night!!!!!!!!!!

13. Yoncé kind of makes me want to get a grill.....platinum of course

14. Crissle's reaction to the release of the cd was classic!!!! Glad it is immortalized on YouTube

15. The discussion of feminism when it comes to Beyoncé.....interesting

16. Who is the masked man in Superpowers? To me it looks like Derrick Rose

Sleepy (yesterday's post)

1. Cried

2. Sleepy

3. Had to stop listening to Beyonce

4. What I want most

5. Almost forgot

6. Wishes you would understand

7. I just want to tell you

8. Your timing

9. Skin is getting better

10. First date

11. Will I get it done?

12. You went to far

13. You are not Beyonce

14. Positive thoughts

15. Screams!! 

Has to get better

1. Mimosas were great

2. Do want to talk to you right now

3. Can you love me again?

4. Will not be bad today

5. Need to rest

6. You are crazy

7. Beyoncé's cd......

8. Should be productive

9. Nose hurts

10. Should be cooking today

11. Cries too much

12. Almost forgot

13. My bed has me hostage

14. Can't wait!!

Clarity

1. The Yonce did that......

2. This week, no month too many emotions, trying to deal with them all

3. Learning to deal with my reality.....now will I ever be completely okay and open with it? No sure......

4. Daddy Pope read Fitz for filth!!!! The use of the word boy and the meaning of all he said.....some of our grandparents, parents, OUR stories......

5. Salted caramel chocolate chip cookie bars almost didn't get made....how did I forget butter?

6. I just want you to be happy......love ya!

7. The gif that Eloise sent me of Idris......YASSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

8. Think I have decided random thoughts will end after a year.....back to my regular blog on more of a consistent basis

9. Thanking God for the ram in the bush!!!! 

10. Is ya happy? ~TI

11. Think I might do a video random thoughts one day......

12. How do you define love?

13. If someone ever got a hold of my texts........ #dontjudgeme

Seriously

1. Almost forgot

2. 10 minutes

3. Rough day

4. But God!

5. How did I forget the butter?

6. My nose

7. My chin

8. My socks

9. I still love you

10. Sticky fingers

11. Go Vandy

12. My eyes 

Not surprised

1. I cried

2. Can't believe what I did

3. I am going to stop it

4. You can't change it

5. God is still good

6. It is getting worse

7. Sometimes you just need a hug

8. Flatline

9. Will not go down that road again

10. My butt hurts

11. I just want you happy

I can do it

1. My butt hurts

2. I love our convos 

3. Like not being judged for my feelings

4. Still struggling

5. If you find my texts 

6. Had a productive day

7. God's got this

8. Screams at you

9. You are not funny

10. I miss you

Good night

1. My chin!

2. Been in dark all day

3. Yes I still want you

4. Do you even care?

5. Head hurts!

6. Maximize your potential

7. Must finish what I started

8. Seriously dude?

9. The pain is real

Headache!!!

1. Just making it out the house

2. Sinuses are evil!!!

3. I love you

4. Should have gone to church today

5. I know why the cage bird sings

6. I love mimosas 

7. Miss your touch

8. Cried too much today

I am special

1. Next phone convo

2. Love this movie

3. I want to hug you again

4. Change is hard

5. I miss you

6. Never again

7. Cold!!!!

It is not going to snow!!!!!

1. Bitches got to learn ~Piper

2. The moment you get tired of doing the "right" thing......

3. Who came up with kissing in the rain??? That is not cute or sexy!

4. Once again......thou shalt not text/tweet while drinking

5. Asking God why a lot lately.....

6. Or you can just be with her

Living life

1. Processing too many emotions

2. Stomach hurts

3. This episode of The Read is giving me life!!!

4. Skin is on struggle

5. Must not forget

Sniffles

1. What is wrong with me?

2. Do you know why you do what you do?

3. Work hard! Play harder!

4. I love you!!

Still beautiful

1. Hadn't taken a selfie in a while

2. Rough night

3. Really asking why.....

Scary feelings

1. I do love you

2. Will I ever tell you.....

Last month of the year!

1. Why do I keep doing this to myself????