Made it a year!!!!!

Yesterday was the year mark for my random thoughts!!! Woo Hoo!!! I keep going back and forth in my mind on if I should continue.....I honestly don't know yet. I have come up with a couple of ways to switch it up, but can't decide....Thought about have themed random thoughts, each day pick a topic and write each thought only on that topic. I also thought about a positive thoughts theme where each day I list the positive things that occurred to me that day.  I honestly don't know.....BUT I do know will not post them on facebook anymore, and although I might try to write them every day, if I don't oh well.

All good things must come to an end

1. Being happy for friends when you are going through your own personal pain......hard

2. Can you believe it? A whole year of random thoughts!!! 

3. I want to be bad this weekend.....real bad

4. Cried yesterday :-(

5. I can't feel my legs....seriously

6. Maybe next year will be themed random thoughts....

7. What I want most is

8. Our convo scared me yesterday

9. I am not a player I just crush a lot

10. I love Christy's idea....Napa Valley 2015???

11. So tired of waiting......

12. I miss Jack Daniels

13. Make it count

14. I never can tell you :-/

15. So Fred Phelps is dead.....

16. Should I go see Divergent?

17. I miss my friends :-(

18. Exercising despite the bodily pain gives me more energy

19. What men desire is a virgin who is a whore~unknown 

20. For 2 second I had a perfect vision for a not so hood face tattoo......

21. One day someone will want me as much as I want them......or is this just a fantasy???

One more day

1. Yeah the urge to be bad is real......

2. Buck the system

3. Tried a new smoothie this morning, blah!

4. What was EYE thinking?

5. Pulled up half marathon training schedule.......May 10th

6. My minds telling me no, but my body is telling me yesssss! (I listened to R. Kelly yesterday)

7. Face tattoo?

8. Scandal tonight!!!!

9. My body hurts

10. Can I kick it?

11. Mack Wilds can sing

12. Do you know your purpose?

13. I love when I do a get job

14. I am not about THAT life

15. Maybe I should just have a kid

16. I wonder if there will be a new episode of The Read today

17. Why did the chicken cross the road?

18. Thinks more people should discuss sexuality and religion.......too many people who a scared of what might come out of the discussion

19. I am really not a violent person outside my mind

20. I question, I question a lot.........what if I never know the answers?

Feeling better

1. Why are you wearing a "fur" jacket and it is 60 degrees outside??

2. How many miles will I do this afternoon?

3. Hates early morning meetings

4. Won't He do it!!!!

5. When your clothes are getting looser....

6. Don't like Chobani Greek yogurt in my smoothies

7. Can I kiss you?

8. Why do you entertain foolishness?

9. Hates early morning meetings

10. Heck yeah!!!!

11. Ponytail is staple these days.....any suggestions for hair and working out?

12. What time is it?

13. I miss our convos

14. Slowly I am getting rid of all the alcohol in my fridge by cooking with it

15. I love my smile

16. Baby fever......please stop 

17. Don't stop! Get it, Get it!!!!

18. The struggle is real!!!

19. Really believes you can't control who you love, but you can control how you act on that love. Mastering your actions is the hard part......

Headache :-(

1. Some people don't even realize how hateful they are

2. I love to cook, learning how to love to cook healthy

3. Weather messed up my workout plans yesterday #rude

4. Out of the mouths of babes......if you don't want to be called a THOT (still hate that word) stop acting like one

5. Zumba tonight!!!

6. When one of the elders laughs when she over hears you say that you have given up alcohol and mimosas are my weakness.....I am who I am, my name is Ursula and I love mimosas and I don't have a problem

7. Had the strongest urge to text you last night.....but I didn't #progress

8. I hate you allergies!!!!

9. When you list some of your favorite CDs and Fred Hammond and Snoop Dogg end up in top 5....... #dontjudgeme

10. You have no idea how hard it is sometimes

11. Tried to listen to Skrillex this morning, can't do it, nope!

12. I am going to miss random thoughts, but realize I need to focus more on my original blog. Got a lot in my head that I need to get out

13. Blind Side dude is coming to the Titans......interesting

14. Yeah, the urge to do cartwheels down the aisle at work never stops

15. Still don't think it is appropriate to scream out big bootie hoes at my desk no matter how many times that song pops on my head

16. Times like this I wish I had someone to talk to

17. I think I will go to the Outkast tribute......I can miss Scandal one night :-(

18. Have you heard the new Candy Rain on the radio? Whose idea was it to remix it? I like it, but still......

Can't believe it has been a year

1. True Detective, WHOA!

2. Netflix has one of my favorite movies now, #score

3. The countdown begins......

4. MUST have a productive week

5. Didn't like the cantaloupe in my smoothie

6. Interesting revelation this weekend......don't know when I will be ready to share, or if I will ever share

7. I really don't like stupid people

8. As much as I want people to understand........they don't

9. When your bonus is larger than my salary?????? 

10. I often find myself asking why me?

11. Did you ever care?

12. I don't have on green, if you pinch me I will punch you in your face and then smile :-D

13. Scraping your knuckle is no fun :-/

14. My weight loss goals are for health more than looks. But.....if I can stop shopping at Lane Bryant I won't be mad

15. Birthday tattoo on my wrist or foot?

16. I can't feel my arms from Sarurday!!!! Are you serious????

17. I challenge you to a game of horseshoes! HORSESHOES!!!!!!!

Enjoy!

1. I am a very good cook

2. I love you

3. Getting better

4. You are special

5. You just don't get it

6. He needs you

7. Will I tell you?

8. Dance to the music

9. Love this show

10. We can do this together

11. Two miles tomorrow?

12. Change is never easy

13. Rested today

14. Don't be afraid

15. Just pour and hope for best

16. Never ever!

Good morning

1. Will work out

2. God still loves me

3. I miss my sister

4. I wonder does she know?

5. That is what you do?

6. Love this song!

7. I have to stop getting sick

8. Built for you

9. I was in my feelings last night

10. Giving up alcohol is hard

11. I am different and that's ok

12. Music puts me in my zone

13. You are so attractive to me

14. I wonder what the weekend will unfold

15. You are loved

Almost a year!

1. The roof is not my son......but I will raise it!

2. This current illness is messing up my workout flow

3. When you do everything right and things still go wrong :-(

4. I love flip flops!!!

5. You showed me why people can't be trusted :-/

6. First date before the end of the year???? Ha!

7. I HATE being sick :-(

8. Will finish True Detective this weekend

9. 3 months till Orange is the New Black.......that is too freakin long!

10. People take Facebook too seriously. People use it differently.....some post a lot some post not so much. Does it really affect how you live your life? 

11. I told you what irks me and you continue to do it? Yeah.......I'm done

12. I can't compare my life to others......this is my journey and it has a purpose. Might not always understand it, but I must live it

13. Outkast tribute the same night as Scandal........so torn!!!!!! What would you do????

14. Being super sick has taught me to REST! The show will go on without you.

Still sick

1. Can't stop coughing

2. Actually went to work today

3. Physically drained

4. But God!

5. Your own destiny

6. My throat!

7. I need someone to take care of me

8. No way!

9. Will not cry

10. I get it

11. Nice try

12. What happened to the plane

13. I need to rest

Don't do it

1. I need to eat

2. I will go to work tomorrow

3. Fever go away

4. Change......

5. Get out the bed

6. Law & Order

7. Pizza!

8. You are stupid

9. Water

10. My hair

11. Finish the sentence 

12. A new day

I love my bed

1. Really sick

2. Need rest

3. Tired

4. I need to eat more

5. But God!!!!!

6. Need strength

7. No weapon

8. Cheese

9. Love this show

10. Back to sleep

11. You are beautiful

 

My stomach

1. I love music

2. Brain is all over the place

3. Is it worth it?

4. Still smiling!

5. I am beautiful

6. Get tired of waiting

7. Are you letting go?

8. Bad feelings

9. Good moves

10. You ain't deep!

Nap time!

1. It's cold

2. I know I can't have you

3. I need to get better

4. Temporary sacrifice

5. I missed it

6. Selfishness

7. I love my family

8. Church was good

9. You make me smile 

True Detective

1. Almost there

2. Will I be bad today?

3. Getting use to this

4. Trying out something new

5. God is

6. I thought it was love

7. My stomach says feed me

8. I need to change

Water is your friend

1. I can admit I am scared :-(

2. Why was Boosie locked up in the first place?

3. So ready for sundresses and flip flops!! 

4. I say "Eh mon!"

5. I need a massage badly!!! Zumba has tortured my body! Soooooooooooooi much easier being fat :-/

6. There is a reason I don't let people in......I question did some people ever care

7. I resisted Girl Scout cookies as long as I could........the samoas were calling my name!!!!! (I only ate 2 though......)

My thoughts are different

1. House of Cards!!!! 

2. This is a good day

3. My hair.....the struggle

4. Life given!

5. I need the DVD

6. You are special

I hate when posts don't push through!!!

1. Better days

2. Going back to doctor

3. No more cough

4. Timing

5. Did you ever like me?

Not in a good place

1. I can only be me

2. Stopping hitting my chair

3. Breathe!!!

4. Why can't I count?

My thoughts

1. Snow day

2. Cooking is fun

3. Will make it out

Not smiling

1. Tired of being sick

2. Can't wait for the Oscars!!!

Not smiling

1. Being sick on a beautiful day is not what's up :-(