Thoughts while waiting till marriage......

1. My ultimate goal is to wait till marriage

2. This is not always easy

3. It makes sense to me

4. I often find it funny how people believe God for the material things, but don't believe he can sustain you while waiting

5. I do get tired of people's assumptions that being a virgin makes you a "good girl" associating sex to being bad or good is not cool

6. Realizes this decision has caused some people to not even attempt

7. Gets frustrated when people say they can respect my decision, but they just can't do it, to me it is saying you have no power over choices you make

8. Even if you are not waiting till marriage I truly don't understand how people can randomly sleep with people they hardly know....birth control is not 100% can you see yourself having a child with this person?

9. Waiting till marriage coupled with sometimes feeling I will never get married.....not a good feeling

10. I have never heard anybody say they regret waiting.....but I have heard plenty of people say they regret not waiting

11. My faith is the main motivation for me waiting amongst a few other things

12. I am not a unicorn!!!!

13. The look when people find out......sometimes reason why I usually don't disclose or avoid discussion

14. I still don't understand how you accidentally have sex.......there are several steps involved before you get it in

15. Please don't assume that I am naive

16. I have several friends who have waited till marriage......so it can be done

17. Temptation is real.....if someone says it is not that's a lie

18. My views are not of judgment but more of my thought process

19. Why do people equate sex to love?

20. People who say it is easier for me because I have never......please don't assume (assuming is a major theme today)

21. This is my story.......my life.....my walk.....so until you walk in my shoes

22. There is a reason why my short list are people that I can't have.....just being honest

23. This is something I am not ashamed of, don't know why anyone would be, but  I also don't look at it as a badge of honor.....it is what it is

24. Surprisingly.....my mother has no clue, she assumes too

25. When that day comes......

26. What if I never get married?

27. This past year had my first HIV/STD test......why was I nervous? 

28. Although I do feel sometimes I am the only one out there......I refuse to believe it

29. Really thinks people should have more open conversations about sex and sexuality......especially in the church

30. I am open to any questions from people who find it fascinating......but don't understand why people find it fascinating

31. Took a lot of me to type these out....and if you are reading this I actually got the courage to post it.

Tears

1. The thirst is real

2. You have to know your worth

3. Praying about next move

4. Tomorrow's random thoughts will have a theme

5. Think

6. I just want to love you

7. You crack me up

8. I wish

9. My escape

10. I hate it

11. No way you get it

12. Screenshots are eternal

13. The battery life on this phons is amazing

14. If I told you

15. Craziness!

16. My feelings

17. You make me smile

18. And the truth comes out

19. Doctors!

20. I wish you understood

21. Scandal tomorrow

22. Emergency

23. Tears of joy

24. Just say no

25. When I cry

26. You have no clue

27. All of me

28. Music is awesome

29. I work hard

30. You are frustrating 

Thinking

1. You know

2. Funny how I can tell

3. Not feeling social

4. God is.....

5. Crack kills

6. Allergies

7. Crying

8. Time for a change

9. Today's smoothie was good

10. Don't get it

11. All I want

12. If I could tell you

13. I miss you 

14. Not as nervous

15. Going to have a good night

16. You are the joy and air I breathe....

17. Monster balls

18. You get one chance

19. No way

20. Do you know you are an asshole?

21. All I want is you

22. I too can be scared

23. You are stupid

24. Positive thoughts

25. I try my hardest

26. Black Radio 2

27. Allah Hathaway's voice though.....

28. My God!!!

29. Sneezes hurt

Crazy Eyes

1. Last name chainz first name two

2. What God has for me

3. Glad I got that out of the way

4. Praying for wisdom

5. I got you

6. Will be social one day

7: Thursday....

8. Sometimes

9. Warmth

10. I can only be me

11. Jack and Jill

12. You are special

13. Today's smoothie was not great

14. Remember your purpose

15. Until you know my story

16. What did I do to you?

17. I get it

18. Will not be bad tonight

19. Secrets

20. Tomato soup

21. Why do people refuse to change?

22. Thankful for the few friends I have

23. If I told you I was gay would you love me less?

24. Never trust a big butt and a smile

25. Loving the new phone

26. Must relax

27. You are special to me

28. The blackberries.....not feeling them 

Sneezing

1. Sunday naps rock

2. Just woke up

3. Needed rest

4. First day of smoothies down

5. Must remember to shop tomorrow

6. Making the best of this week

7. Good to see friends

8. I get it now

9. Taking it to heart

10. Skin is slowly improving

11. What shall I do tomorrow?

12. You make me smile!

13. I will get my iPad this weekend

14. Chipped a nail

15. Must catch up on reading

16. Law & Order

17. You never know what people are going through

18. Why I go to early services

19. Changing

20. Stop! Collaborate and listen!

21. He is too cute

22. I pray for you

23. My mom is awesome

24. I try not to be mean

25. If she makes you happy

26. Noticed something interesting today

27. First selfie on new phone below

It is Saturday!

1. It is time for me to go
2. Faith work!
3. Which new ipad shall I get?
4. Loving my new phone
5. God is real
6. Snitches get stiches
7. I just want to hold you again
8. I wonder if I can get what I want?
9. Smoothies start tomorrow!
10. My soup turned out great
11. I am not the mediator!
12. These are grown as people
13. Having second thoughts
14. Yes you are getting on my nerves
15. I need to do my research
16. I will not do your job. 
17. Leftovers are amazing
18. Is going to try to be more social next year
19. I am setting goals
20. My mother's birthday is soon
21. Cheese grits
22. I need a mimosa
23. Not as sleepy as I could be
24. No more sodas
25. I love you
26. God is.....

Sneezing all morning!!

1. My mother said I will be married in 3 years....... O_o

2. Don't bring personal drama to work

3. Nutribullet is ordered!!

4. Farmers market tomorrow!!!

5. Yesterday went well

6. The things my mother says.....hillarious!!

7. First date.......

8. Figuring things out

9. My refusing to accept that it is getting cold outside was challenged this morning.....heavy sweater and light jacket (no coat!!!)

10. Thanks to Scandal today's playlist 

11. Chipotle Money ~Kid Fury

12. I have a very low tolerance for stupid people

13. Can we have winter without cold weather?

14. I will not get sick!

15. I might have to dress up for church Sunday..........nooooooo!!!!!!

16. I can respect you and not agree with you

17. Really needs a hug

18. Sometimes you just have to realize......you might have stopped sing drugs but your brain cells are already jacked, not my fault

19. Milk does a body good

20. Think I am going to make this Mexican crockpot soup tonight

21. The ability to analyze and think.......a lot of people can't do that

22. Sometimes that extra shot of espresso is needed.....this morning was one of those times

23. Work hard, play harder!!!!

24. Will I go home for a Thanksgiving??

25. Everyone’s moving forward. Time doesn’t wait for anybody. The only time to make things happen is now. ~Unknown

Nacho Cheese!!

1. I have confirmation

2. Now is the time

3. My knee hurts

4. Chicken

5. That was not pizza

6. You are stupid

7. Tomorrow shall be interesting

8. Scandal tonight

9. My stomach hurts

10. My faith

11. I still love you

12. This meeting

13. I need more cushion

14. Lots of work to do

15. Lasagna

16. Maybe I can on Sunday

17. Excited

18. Support groups 

19. Chocolate

20. For girls and guys

21. Breaking out!

22. Friday!!!

23. Funky town!

24. Mother rocks!!

It has been a long day

1. no way you can be that stupid
2. Yes, I wanted to trip you
3. My God is real!
4. I will not sneeze
5. Tomorrow is the day
6. I will catch on
7. Prayer changes thing
8. You were a blessing in disguise
9. Sometimes the small things go the farthest
10. Only a few more hours
11. Staying off social media during work hours makes me more productive
12. my nose is on struggle
13. I can make it
14. I have a peace about the situation
15. Ever want to just scream at stupid people???
16. Love changes things
17. Love her I do
18. Will you be mine?
19. Can't forget to do something
20. pizza and french fries
21. No way you didn't know
22. Will I watch the movie?

23. Tomorrow is Scandal!!!

I know

1. Traffic

2. My thoughts......my feelings

3. A new feel.....

4. My mom rocks

5. I get it

6. Save the tatas!!

7. Need to get back on Breaking Bad

8. When I move you move

9. Reality tv

10. Funny

11. When I don't talk to you

12. The struggle is real

13. Cleaning up other people's messes

14. I am awesome

15. I love this show

16. Must stop the madness

17. I can be nice

18. Productive day

19. My mom is funny

20. Can I trust you?

21. Grace and mercy

22. Prepare yourself

I can do it

1. Boundaries

2. Doctor appointment was not great

3. You stupid

4. Cute pic

5. No I cannot

6. Anyway

7. No filter

8. You are not the brightest person in the bunch

9. Specialness 

10. Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth

11. I will remind you

12. I get it

13. It is not my homecoming

14. What is too far?

15. You are stupid

16. Must grind tomorrow

17. Make me understand

18. Interesting

19. Quickness

20. Will change

21. Music makes me happy

My eyes are on struggle!

1. Sleepy!!
2. Don't know if I can do this much longer
3. Long week ahead
4. I wonder if you know......
5. Will it be music or Breaking Bad this week.
6. Need to check out some new things on netflix
7. Ever have a crush on someone who you knew was all wrong?
8. You have always understood me
9. My eyes hurt
10. I wonder if my mother knows
11. I love my tattoo
12. Do you believe is almost Thanksgiving?
13. I am going to start making sure I put these first thing in the morning
14. Think that blog post will always be in draft mode
15. Facebook is annoying me these days
16. I wonder if you called?
17. I think I am too tired...
18. Jesus saves!
19. Questioning so much
20. I know the answer

The feelings are real

1. What did I do to you?
2. Coca Cola is my friend....
3. I do not have to like you
4. This is why I do not open up
5.  I wonder if you are online
6. Will you ever understand?
7. Bad hair day
8. I need a grilled cheese sandwich in my life
9. Back to back to back
10. Go Dores!!!
11. To be loved....
12. Let me tell you how I really feel
13. Just say no
14. I think I will start the post....
15. What shall I eat for dinner?
16. We won!!
17. You are special to me
18. Got to do better at this
19. I do not like when people are late

Allergies!!!!!

1. Really thinking about writing a blog post about why I am choosing to wait.....can I be that open?

2. Scandal last night......not the best episode, but still has me thinking

3. Why do I let you get to me?

4. I can admit......I get semi jealous when it comes to you

5. What do you find sexy?

6. Mom bombs are not cool ~coworker

7. My short list I closed at five.....what is the short list???? You will have to inbox me for a definition

8. I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few. ~Katie Kacvinsky

9. My name is peaches and I am the best......

10. Time to be bold!!

11. I am so not ready to put on a coat.....when does summer start again?

12. Are you passionate about what you do?

13. Doctor on Monday......will have a good report

14. Found a recipe for blue meth......candy

15. This tea is amazing!!!

16. Think I will have a marathon listening session of The Read today

17. The show is called liquor and cereal.....because all good dates begin liquor and end with cereal

18. If I truly said everything that was in my brain.....you would be shocked!

I am ready

1. I need to do these in the morning

2. Bald men are beautiful

3. My feet hurt

4. Pizza and beer

5. Doctor next week

6. I love you

7. I miss us

8. Too much work not enough time

9. Hair is on struggle

10. I still can smile

11. Will I go out tomorrow?

12. Can I kick it?

13. Will do better

14. What day is it?

15. I love the show Criminal minds

16. Why are we always thinking about each other?

17. Scandal tonight!!!

My little secret

1. I love you

2. We set a time.....why are you late?

3. Trying real hard

4. No might be the answer

5. I just want you to hold me again11

6. Skin is getting better

7. Our text convos

8. Patience

9. What shall I cook?

10. Do you love me?

11. That pic made me cry

12. I get it

13. Will not be bad

14. Scares me sometimes

15. What will change

16. I have got to focus

I just want to be held by you again

1. My eyes hurt

2. Be bold

3. Thoroughly enjoyed our convo

4. Why are we always thinking about each other

5. Good day at work

6. Will get it together

7. Must wash my hair

8. Hate.....I choose love

9. I do want you

10. What if you could tell people screw it

11. I love what I do

12. I can't do it all

13. The unspoken

14. Just say no to drugs

15. The parking lot ministry 

My thoughts......my feelings

1. Long day

2. The hate and ignorance that comes out of some people's mouths

3. My life

4. Interesting convo

5. Work tomorrow

6. If you only knew

7. I can break it down

8. You get me

9. How you act is out of your own personal experiences

10. Just because you scream it does not make it right

11. If God is love.....why are some of his people so hateful?

12. Reality tomorrow

13. United Tenors concert.....amazing!!!

14. I love me

Love it!!!!

1. Good to see an old friend

2. Getting excited

3. Should have told the whole truth

4. Forgot today was Sunday

5. Really?

6. Memphis rap!

7. It is ok to be different

8. Love her I do

9. Do you honestly know?

10. Will not get sick

11. Will I see you tonight?

12. United Tenors tonight!!!

13. You always make me smile

Sleepy

1. Love my mom

2. Great surprise

3. NCIS

4. Worst drive

5. You still make me smile

6. Sore still hurts

7. Will she see tattoo?

8. I got questions

9. My hair is cute

10. I forgot

11. I want to get married one day

12. Becoming harder to do the right thing

This sugar rush will end soon....

1. Thinking about a convo......numbers

2. Scandal last night......they have some really twisted writers and I am so here for them

3. My stomach:-/

4. Wow!!!

5. Why are we selective in what we believe God for?

6. United Tenors this weekend!!!

7. My name is Ursula and I curse.....a lot

8. These pics that Eloise be finding....... no comment

9. I have to get prepared

10. Starting season 4 of Breaking Bad.....still not as good as The Wire

11. Never said it was easy to wait.....questioning if it is still the goal

Sugar

1. Good day

2. God is in control

3. Did I do that?

4. Scandal!!

5. Stomach hurts

6. Should be drying my hair

7. Sleepy

8. Breaking Bad

9. You still make me smile

10. Miley's cd is not bad

Sleepy

1. Becoming hooked

2. I love you

3. Why haven't you read my texts?

4. Was mad productive today

5. Get we done!

6. Yesterday's catfish......no words

7. Did I just eat all that?

8. I still care

9. Nice!!!

no Way!!!!!

1. I don't like this weather
2. My nose hurts again
3. Ready for a field trip
4. Are you ignoring me?
5. I hate when I get like this.
6. No I will not turn up
7. Excited about the weekend
8. I almost forgot!!!!

I get it

1. Worked too hard today

2. You don't have to be rude

3. Bitch!

4. What did I do to you?

5. Wish I could tell you

6. This is the weather I dislike

7. Trying to do better

Just woke up

1. Mimosas.....had too many

2. Church was good

3. I have my apartment back to myself

4. Why am I watching football?

5. Sunday naps are the best

6. Will be a busy week.......

Tired

1. Sick :-(

2. Now how I thought my weekend would go

3. Fun times

4. Chia pets!

5. Rough thoughts today

He's back!!!

1. What shall I do for dinner?

2. Sleepy 

3. Scandal was amazing

4. Concert was great last night!

No Scandal for me tonight :-(

1. Will be social this weekend

2. Kendrick and Wale tonight!!

3. I'm hungry :-/

Irritated

(Tired of posts not pushing through)

1. Had a crappy day

2. Tomorrow Wale and Kendrick!

Only one thought today......

1. Happy Birthday Sis!!1 #thatsall