Screams!!!!

1. Late start to thoughts today

2. First day not seeing my finger splint

3. Ponytail is crazy today

4. My nails are acting funky

5. Do your job!

6. Dinner box from Pizza Hut

7. You still make me smile

8. BET awards tonight.....don't have cable but my twitter timeline will keep me updated

9. Looks like it is going to rain

10. I need some veggies in my life

11. Out of the ordinary

12. Tomorrow google reader will be gone!!

13. I love my job, I do

14. Think I will do a theme for my birthday month

15. You get me, you actually get me

16. Sleep!

17. I need more cushion in my butt

18. Should I go or should I stay?

19. Tired

20. This day is going by fast

21. Love is.....

22. Skin is not cooperating!

23. Forever!!!

24. Hated it!

25. I do these better in the morning

26. 2 weeks!

27. Craziness!!

28. Praying for my family

29. Too little time

30. Cherish the day!!!

Ratchetness at it's finest!!!!!

1. Fun times last night

2. Need to explore Nashville more

3. Really needs to see if an entire wine bottle will fit into a trenta cup from Starbucks and see if I can drink it

4. After mimosas.....sangria makes me almost as happy

5. Working too hard first thing this morning 

6. In the morning when I rise, in the morning when I rise......why is this song stuck in my head???

7. My finger is still on struggle!!!

8. Be a parent to your child

9. Lots of my friends are hooked on Candy Crush......I advise you watching Kid Fury's video on it 

http://youtu.be/DzTPSNM6pxM watch it I'll wait

10. Maybe I should make a twerk video?

11. Can you do a cartwheel?

12. Maybe I will go on a date before my birthday.....ha!!!!!

13. The Memphis does come out

14. Stebie J you not sending me back to the scrip club ~Joseline

15. Still blessed!

16. 2 Chainz got songwriter of the year from ASCAP.....let that sink in

17. What is the origin of the twerk?

18. Tattoos have been in my spirit a lot lately....

19. Bert and Ernie on the cover of The New Yorker gave me life!!

20. If you want to know something about me just ask don't assume

21. Countdown has begun

22. What was the origin of the twerk?

23. Maybe I should get a few piercing a again

24. I sound just like Denice Williams when she hits the high notes on Silly

25. Never underestimate the power of a smile

26. That's what friends are for......the good times, the bad times....

27. You lied.....

28. Lil Wayne's wowzers.....iCant!!

29. Damn! Damn! Damn! ~Florida Evans

Why can't I sing about love????

1. Deodorant marks on mg dress.....rude!

2. Tried not wearing splint last night #epicfail

3. Death is never easy

4. I didn't do it

5. Wonder what is going on in your mind

6. Pimple on nose....not as red

7. Internet courage.......

8. I think it will be ok

9. I want to be a comic book hero

10. Should I kick it tonight?

11. Pain is still there

12. You lied.....once again

13. Love her I do

14. Sometimes people should stop and smell the roses

15. Long two weeks ahead

16. Work hard, play harder 

17. Listening to Michael Jackson

18. Music soothes the soul

19. Boss is out today.....but I will not play

20. I am not good when it comes to pain

21. Taking me a minute to do thoughts today....

22. The way you make me feel!

23. Love and embrace your hair

24. The genius would be me!!

25. I hate when I have to correct stupid people

26. You will never know my struggles

27. Love.....is it all you need?

28. Two weeks!!!!!!!!!!

My nose is red this morning :-(

1. It is National HIV testing day!!! Do you know your status?

2. I got a better splint for my finger

3. If you are against same sex marriage.....just don't marry someone of the same sex

4. Hydrate people, hydrate!!!

5. When I was a young wharthog!!!!

6. Nelson Mandela has left his legacy.....are you leaving yours?

7. Cubicle life is not always great

8. Maybe my next tattoo will be behind my ear

9. I have a pimple on my nose and I feel like Rudolph the red nose reindeer.....my coworker says I am trippin

10. I had my first HIV test this year......why was I nervous?

11. Do you see the hypocrisy in what you say and do?

12. Instead of tear tattoos on my face would you look at me different if I got musical note tattoos on my face

13. Were you really an adult when you turned 18?

14. My apartment sent me a happy birthday email two months early.....but you didn't give me a rent discount, booooo!!!

15. Home ownership scares me

16. Giving India another try....

17. Don't be shocked when I say I have no exes

18. Why smoke weed?

19. Last night first night in a while that I did not have a beer or mimosa

20. Frozen leftovers came in handy today! 

21. Having a child is not about your desire to be loved......

22. Wake up and smell the Keisha Cole brown gel ~Dustin Ross

23. Don't ask me how many times I have listened to the latest episode of The Read

24. Should I have a theme each day to my random thoughts? Like random thoughts about milk or The Zimmerman trial? Still random but just on one topic?

25. If you are not learning in life.....what are you doing?

26. If one more person tells me I need to get married and start having kids.....how bout I go on a date first?

27. I think for July 4th I am going to go see 20 Feet From Stardom, it looks very good

Sprain not fracture

1. The splint on my finger is not cool!

2. We talked.....

3. I am more open when texting while drinking

4. Allergies are no bueno

5. Will be focused today at work

6. Excited about tonight

7. Lets see if it worked

8. I enjoy music convos with you

9. Working two weekends back to back......

10. A hug, a kiss......

11. Becoming more open minded

12. Knoxville has a Cheesecake Factory now.....they will learn

13. Next year will be different

14. Every time I hear proposition 8 I think of Prop Joe

15. Just watched Idris Elba clip on Letterman......swoons!

16. Everyone has an accent....British ones are sexy

17. Think I will stop the queso binge I have been on

18. If I get hurt this time it is my fault :-(

19. I hope I don't have to get gas this morning

20. I wonder what Paula Deen will say today

21. Can't believe what I am contemplating

22. Not that many people read my random thoughts here

23. My bed does not let me be great!

24. Can you sew?

25. I get it 

26. Really needs to focus today

New music Tuesday!!!

1. Living your TRUTH takes real courage! --Gabrielle Union
2. There was a spider on my gas pump this morning.......not cool
3. Loves most of my coworkers
4. The ponytail will be a staple this summer
5. Might sound cold, but how old is Nelson Mandela? He has left his impact and his legacy still leaves.
6. Love my mother, but iCant!!!
7. I really care about you......
8. Each day I come to work the more I realize I need a vacation
9. True friends are rare
10. In my life......not always easy being different
11. I think I broke my pinky finger
12. Finding me....
13. Should love hurt? Not talking physically
14. Original random thoughts.....lost
15. Finding me....
16. 32 years, 9 months, and 30 days.....
17. Tired of people telling me to be patient and wait.....until you walk in my shoes
18. I love you
19. Bacon is a gift from God!
20. Wine tasting tomorrow with friends!
21. If the hot sign is on you must stop.....if you don't you have committed a sin
22. My thoughts.....my feelings
23. You are like cocoa butter to my heart ~India Arie (seriously??)
24. Broke the cardinal rule of work potlucks.......hope I don't get sick
25. I do wish I could cry in front of people.......I just can't do it

Dustin Ross's tweets.......give me life!

1. Should I respond?

2. Love Will Geist!! #anchordown

3. Dentist today

4. Why do I wash my hair at the last minute?

5. Early development if a child.....invest in it

6. Line dancing tonight!

7. Wine tasting this week! Yay!!

8. Mimosas are better at home and at night

9. I wonder how long my hair will get

10. Need to catch up on True Blood

11. Love the skin you are in

12. Will I be able to do a half marathon?

13. Had a great unexpected convo with a good friend

14. Cohabitation?

15. Miss watching The Today show before of work

16. I don't agree

17. If I could tell you....

18. I love mimosas!

19. Too many work emails

20. I do need to get out of my bed

21. Life can be funny

22. Don't see the big deal

23. I need a trip to Atlanta in my life

24. If you knew my struggles....

Why did I sign up to do this?

1. Need some reading suggestions

2. Grown people scare me

3. Is sexuality fluid?

4. I am scared

5. Life is short, cherish loved ones

6. Team bun life is where it is at

7. A smile can brighten someone's day

8. This route 44 drink from sonic is giving me life

9. I think you know

10. Do you even care?

11. I can be too nice

12. Learn to take responsibility for your own actions

13. Ish just got real

14. The movie does not open till Friday

15. I am so not about that life

16. I wonder sometimes why am I so different

17. This morning there was crying

18. Can I tell you the truth? Can you handle it?

19. My random thoughts......how long will I do this?

20. I need to make better decisions

21. I just need a hug from you

22. I work too much

23. Vacations are very needed!!!

Big dudes don't need to push in a crowded space

1. Yes I am still in bed

2. I did post the alternate thoughts from a few days ago, but sure they didn't read them....just had to get them out

3. My mother told me not to drink last night.....little did she know I had started before I left home, I was not drunk #dontjudgeme

4. Get money, F&$! ......you know the rest

5. Enjoyed bad boy tribute last night, although the rappers didn't know the words singers were good and company was great

6. What did I ever do to you? One person that I have no clue why you don't like me.....honestly

7. Big thing (not sure if it is a gallon) of simply orange and bottle of champagne......going to be a good weekend

8. What is your favorite quote from The Wire?

9. I can be social, but really don't like crowds

10. The texts that I get from my best friend.....

11. I miss youuuuuuu!!! (In my Aaron Hall voice)

12. It is expensive being an alcoholic

13. Must paint toenails tonight

14. God is love

15. Not the twerk ministry

16. Autocorrect can be evil sometimes

17. Instagram video.....don't abuse it

18. Funny how on my Facebook you can tell what church a person goes to based on mutual friends

19. Sallie Mae is the debil!!!!

20. Carcutti was a sneaky man....

21. Saw a lot of people from past jobs last night....didn't like that. Although we no longer work together don't like mixing the two

22. Yes I am having queso with totrtillia chips and mimosas for breakfast...... #dontjudgeme

Making the best of the situation

1. Well I posted it yesterday.....

2. Instagram has video now, shall I do one?

3. Contemplating two workouts tomorrow.....

4. Should I go see Man of Steel?

5. I don't like snakes!

6. Should I wash my hair?

7. Doing better

8. Going to have a good weekend!

9. I love the game me and my coworker play

10. What shall I do this weekend?

11. I did an Instagram video.....

12. I have to learn to be more patient

13. Smiling is not always easy

14. I miss him

15. Questioning a lot that I have been taught

16. Everything will be ok

17. Her voice

18. To love someone you should not

19. Can't always do the right thing

20. My spam email is out of control

21. Are you worth it?????

Friend???? (alternate post for today....)

Took a lot for me to post.....I wonder will I let them read....but posting lets me get some of my thoughts and feelings out right now

1. What was I thinking?

2. Maybe I expect too much out of friends. 

3. I opened up to you....

4. You said things were going to change....you lied

5. You know things I have told no one

6. I considered you a friend

7. Don't give me bull shit about I am going to be a better friend and be there for you and then go ghost

8. I am not needy, but I do expect someone to do what they say

9. I don't like to keep count, but it has been 3 months since you didn't respond to text or phone call and you expect me to just be like it didn't happen

10. I have ALWAYS answered texts, calls, messages from you despite what I was struggling with personally.....can I say the same for you?

11. I just want you to be happy and the best for you

12. Maybe being just friends can't work for us, or at least for me

13. I don't know why I care about you so much.....maybe I do know why, but not ready to admit it

14. I get we are different, but that is one  thing I liked about you

15. I think back to the beginning.....was that your only motive?

16. Not trying to change you, but after numerous times of me telling you what irks me or hurts me yet you still do it? Do you not see why or how I can become frustrated?

17. Maybe you have no clue how you affected how I view things or how I react to people.....like I said I opened up to you . You knew me and making new friends is hard for me

18. It is hard, but think it is easier for me not to talk

19. Maybe I just misread everything, maybe you are not the person I enjoyed hanging with, talking to, and having fun with

20. If you need me I got your back, but expecting you to follow through or do the same for me.....can't keep hoping for it.

Postable version of random thoughts today :-)

1. You really tried to holla with a wife beater on and your hand down the front of your pants AND you got a gold tooth.....iCant!!!
2. Bagel and lox is becoming a favorite dish of mine....
3. There is for the first time an alternate random thoughts for today centered around one person......don't have the guts to post yet
4. Not very fond of my hair right now.....can I gave myself a haircut?
5. Budget is going well.....
6. Are you shocked the government is spying on us?
7. Google reader is ending.....freaking out over here!!!
8. Men gossip more than women
9. Still shaking my head at #1
10. Finally listened to K. Michelle's latest mixtape....not feeling it
11. J. Cole's Mo Money interlude.... #truth
12. #PaulasBestDishes hashtag gave me life yesterday!
13. Still recovering from yesterday's 3 hour conference call/webinar! (requesting headset today)
14. Texting or tweeting while drinking......never good for me
15. What beer/ale shall I try next?
16. What random thing from childhood do you miss???
17. Actually did random thoughts at a computer instead of my phone this morning.
18. Sneezing a lot lately.
19. Queso is my downfall....
20. Will I ever post #3.......

My hair is in a bun.....

1. Chappy's closed!

2. Spurs lost :-(

3. I fell, tripped and hurt my knee this morning....

4. As you can see a rough start to my day :-/

5. I am still sick....

6. Might try cardio class at church this weekend instead of running on Saturday

7. My budget is not completely shot

8. Need to cook tonight

9. My eating habits have been poor this week

10. Got toothpaste on my chest....

11. Think they shorted me money :-(

12. God is still a provider

13. Did you not think they government was watching us before?

14. Does love truly conquer all??

15. What shall I do for my birthday???

16. The flowers are dying

17. If I told you how I truly feel

18. But you are married.....

19. I can't worry about things that are out  of my control

You are beautiful!!!!!

1. New music Tuesday.....J Cole and Kanye to start

2. My hair was pretty wild this morning, hence ponytail

3. Allergies are still kickin my butt

4. It's not about you!!!

5. I know I have a problem

6. Need to get light replaced in my apartment

7. Do I really want to move?

8. Dentist next week.....not cool

9. Ever wonder what squirrels are thinking?

10. My life......my story

11. I love my green toes

12. Starting to like flip flops in the rain

13. I wonder if you are still with her?

14. I really dislike people who have over inflated views of themselves 

15. Growth can be painful

16. My days are running together

17. Being different is not easy

18. Sometimes you have to love someone enough to let them go......

Allergies are EVIL!!!!!

1. Woke up this morning......sick

2. Yesterday brought up a lot of emotions

3. Sometimes I just want to do the wrong thing

4. Our convo last night......I could never tell you 

5. My feelings and thoughts, don't think anyone will understand 

6. Wine tastings are nice

7. Need to go to doctor

8. We have to be one accord

9. My hair is a mess!!!!

10. Tonight they will teach us how to dance

11. Netflix is your friend when you are sick

12. I really doing my random thoughts

13. Will I ever get married?

14. Will you realize how much you have hurt me?

15. Till October!

16. Hard to fight naked

17. Guess I will read a book today

Random thoughts.......Father's Day edition!!!

1. Happy Father's Day!!!!!

2. I do miss my dad

3. The last words I uttered to my dad.....I love you!

4. He was a flawed man, but he was still my father

5. I do miss his barbecue

6. Looking back at old pics of him makes me smile, but sad at the same time

7. To lose a parent is never easy.....to lose him unexpectedly is even harder

8. I often wonder what went through his mind in his last years

9. Although I am a lover of alcohol and have never been drunk in my life.....my dad is why.

10. My love of music comes from him

11. There where bad days.....years, but when I look back over my life, his life. The good years outweighed the bad ones

12. The lives he impacted.....

13. A man without a college degree, but had a career and provided for his family

14. Because of him I know what qualities I do and don't want in a mate.....the fact that I have been single my whole life don't know if that is good or bad :-/

15. He was always proud of his two daughters. 

16. I loved him and he loved me and in the end that is all that matters.....

Focus on the positives

1. Change is usually difficult

2. My afro puff is huge

3. Tomorrow is Father's Day

4. I still want to see you happy

5. What shall my day consist of???

6. Some people's birth control methods confuse me

7. Never trust a big butt and a smile

8. I still care about you

9. My mom is hilarious!!

10. Vacation is much needed!

11. I love my iPhone

12. That Facebook post gave me life!!

13. Will be doing random thoughts father's day edition tomorrow 

14. Thankful

15. It's a new season.....it's a new day!!!

Screams!!!!!

1. I don't get it......

2. Once again why do I let you get to me?

3. Women like whiskey too!

4. Honestly.....tired of people telling me to be patient, until you walk in my shoes

5. He's leaving me!!!! I'm ok, I knew this was coming. I did not cry

6. My coworkers are hilarious!!!

7. Will I do a random thoughts about my dad?

8. 2 cokes to start the morning with....wired!!

9. Cheese will be my downfall....

10. Having an awesome hair day

11. Maybe I still have feelings for you

12. No judgment

13. Who does work on a Friday??? Me!!!!

14. I got you babe!!!!!

Too freakin hot outside!!!!

1. I think I need a happy hour in my life today

2. When I look back at texts from you I realize it all was a lie :-(

3. Yesterday's weather reminded me.....more water in the Summer!!!

4. Watching I think my favorite season of The Wire.....season 4.....the evolution from corner boy to crackhead, soldier, or even Omar

5. Sheeeit ~Clay Davis

6. Lyrics speak when I cannot.......Bad Religion by Frank Ocean

7. Romans 1:16

8. Loving the new Chrisette Michelle

9. Think I will actually blog on my original blog today 

10. Thinking about cutting out pizza for a while

11. You insult me by email, but have nothing but nice things to say when you are in a meeting.....don't like or trust you.

12. The idea of waiting till marriage why does it seem strange? Why do people think it can't be done? Do we not have control over how we act or respond? Not saying it is easy, but I am not an abnormality for trying

13. If Lauryn Hill woulda just paid that bill, gotten a Ricola, and slept with an eye mask on ~Dustin Ross (his tweets give me life!!!!)

I love her with all my heart!!!

1. I love her and she never lets me down! 

2. Scheduling mix up today....not good

3. I can't!!! 

4. Today is going to be a long day.....

5. I have to focus!!!

6. In the midst of it all....

7. Yesterday's meeting was interesting

8. You've got to move it move it!!!

9. She is all talk I wish people could see it

10. Maybe someday....

11. I need sleep

12. A change is a comin!!

Blueberry white cranberry is giving me life!!!!

1. I feel sick

2. The ability to not keep down food is never good even when you want to lose weight

3. I don't like your voice

4. Chrisette Michelle's new cd is nice

5. Ever wonder what you could do if there were no limits?

6. This tea is awesome sauce

7. I get it.....you are just not that in to me

8. I knew it would happen

9. I really don't want to die a virgin.....which means I desire to get married

10. Last night was interesting

11. Vacation is so calling my name!!!!

It is Monday again

1. Coke or coffee?

2. I really need my ends trimmed

3. I have to stop worrying

4. God is in control

5. It is okay to be different

6. I will see him tonight

7. Rap music is alright with me

8. It just takes one step at a time

9. Have to make a difficult call today 

10. I love me if no one else does 

I can do it!!!!

1. Simply blueberry lemonade is amazing!!!!

2. Being sick is no fun

3. Change is hard

4. Today has not started the way I had planned

5. Growth

6. My eye hurts

7. You never cared

8. Netflix is my friend

9. New week, new opportunities!

Inspirational

1. Jake from State Farm

2. Challenges but facing them head on

3. What shall I do today???

4. Serena won AND spoke in French!

5. Cooking in a crockpot is easy

6. The weekend of rest.....loving it!

7. My mom is amazing

8. Hugs are magical :-)

Oops!!!!

1. Washing my hair right before going out the door......my whole back is wet

2. When the boss is away......we work :-/

3. I see why you don't want kids

4. It is going to be a long day

5. Not always easy to smile

6. Bills!!

7. You will always have a piece of me

Since it is throw back Thursday on Instagram.....

1. I remember when my mom and grandmothers use to take us out to Canada Road mall on Saturdays and my sister would always ask for a corn dog but when she got it.....she never ate it

2. Whatever happened to Digital Underground?

3. I learned how to drive in a dodge caravan

4. Hated getting hair pressed with a pressing comb, pretty sure I still have scars on my scalp

5. Remember when parents paid all the bills??? 

6. I do miss those naps in school

Life changes are good

1. I still cry when Stringer Bell dies

2. Fido's is my friend this morning

3. Budget is looking better.....one day at a time

4. Why are men so......

5. I care too much :-/

Lost track of time :-/

1. I have a new addiction (see below)

2. Money can't buy happiness

3. I have peace about situation

4. Countdown has begun ;-)

Another week has started.....

1. I want cupcakes!!!

2. Just realized why I am so tired :-/

3. Ever wonder what would happen if the ladders off the back of a truck just slipped off on the expressway?

I am addicted to this game

1. Coke oh how I love thee!!!

2. My hair is a mess!!!

One random thought is hard.....

1. I can only be me!!! Except me or leave me!!! Your choice :-)