Empire

1. There is something more going on between Lucious and Jamal's relationship besides disagreeing (hate using that word for this) with Jamal's sexuality....I think Vernon is Jamal's daddy

2. Cookie is a beast, but......don't completely trust her. 

3. What if you had to deny who you were or wanted to be to survive? Not just about sexuality.....

4. Although I am #teamJamal I would love to have #teamJamalandHakeem they would be a great group

5. How many issues will Lee Daniel's tackle this season? We got homophobia, mental illness, ALS (will they bring in the ice bucket challenge to the story??), I could keep going we are only on episode 2!

6. Who Cookie testifying against???

7. The girlfriend (don't even remember her name) is shady and insecure......she needs to go! Getting naked to make exwife jealous? Stupid!

8. Becky (Gabby) I wonder how long she is gone keep the secret.....and why didn't she get fired? Why is there loyalty there?

9. Cookie and Lucious will have sex before end of season......just watch 

10. Right now Empire is better than Scandal, yeah I said it.....glad they don't come on at same time (I need to get cable and a DVR, black-ish I'm sorry)

11. The fact they come out with an EP for every episode and it is music I would purchase???? Thank God for rhapsody.....got to stick to my budget. Good Enough is still on repeat (No Apologies is a close second)

12. Cookie is a brown liquor girl.....Ursula is not on weekdays. Seagrams 7 apple orchard will put hair on your chest! Was not ready......

13. That oldest son ain't stable, don't trust his wife, but she does have his back. Even though I think it is for some shady motives

14. Putting the kids against each other is some foul stuff (trying to clean up my language) no one will win in the end.

15. What are some of your thoughts or predictions for Empire???

Thoughts while waiting till marriage......

1. My ultimate goal is to wait till marriage

2. This is not always easy

3. It makes sense to me

4. I often find it funny how people believe God for the material things, but don't believe he can sustain you while waiting

5. I do get tired of people's assumptions that being a virgin makes you a "good girl" associating sex to being bad or good is not cool

6. Realizes this decision has caused some people to not even attempt

7. Gets frustrated when people say they can respect my decision, but they just can't do it, to me it is saying you have no power over choices you make

8. Even if you are not waiting till marriage I truly don't understand how people can randomly sleep with people they hardly know....birth control is not 100% can you see yourself having a child with this person?

9. Waiting till marriage coupled with sometimes feeling I will never get married.....not a good feeling

10. I have never heard anybody say they regret waiting.....but I have heard plenty of people say they regret not waiting

11. My faith is the main motivation for me waiting amongst a few other things

12. I am not a unicorn!!!!

13. The look when people find out......sometimes reason why I usually don't disclose or avoid discussion

14. I still don't understand how you accidentally have sex.......there are several steps involved before you get it in

15. Please don't assume that I am naive

16. I have several friends who have waited till marriage......so it can be done

17. Temptation is real.....if someone says it is not that's a lie

18. My views are not of judgment but more of my thought process

19. Why do people equate sex to love?

20. People who say it is easier for me because I have never......please don't assume (assuming is a major theme today)

21. This is my story.......my life.....my walk.....so until you walk in my shoes

22. There is a reason why my short list are people that I can't have.....just being honest

23. This is something I am not ashamed of, don't know why anyone would be, but  I also don't look at it as a badge of honor.....it is what it is

24. Surprisingly.....my mother has no clue, she assumes too

25. When that day comes......

26. What if I never get married?

27. This past year had my first HIV/STD test......why was I nervous? 

28. Although I do feel sometimes I am the only one out there......I refuse to believe it

29. Really thinks people should have more open conversations about sex and sexuality......especially in the church

30. I am open to any questions from people who find it fascinating......but don't understand why people find it fascinating

31. Took a lot of me to type these out....and if you are reading this I actually got the courage to post it.

Nooooooooo!!!!

1. You look like MC Hammer on crack humpty ~Shock G (I think)

2. I don't believe in the 90 day rule......and not for reasons you might think

3. Brutally honest friends......arghhhhhhhh!!!

4. Being an introvert and insecure are two different things despite what you think

5. Strongbow hard cider......not bad, but not great

6. Getting Kendrick Lamar/Wale ticket today!!!!!! Soooooooooooo Geeeeeeeeeked!!!!!!!

7. Actually looking forward to the new Drake cd......I blame you! Versace! Versace! Versace!

8. Lunch with an old family member today......tattoo is showing.....will she see it.....yes I am being bold today

9. Will I go on a date before I turn 35???

10. Scandal in less than 2 weeks!!!!!!!! I'm dancin! I'm singin!!! #dontjudgeme

11. You are okay with someone being a hoe.....but how dare they be gay??? Let me stop....

12. Just got homecoming weekend off!!!! Now will I be social?????? #anchordown

13. Words do hurt..... #thatsall

Can tell when you are fed up....

1. Wanna be loved not for who you think I am....

2. With greater responsibility comes greater challenges......

3. I know God has a reason for this

4. Really think I might get purple hair......all over

5. Will I ever go on a date?

6. Been craving pomegranate lately.....where can I get some good ones?

7. Sexuality and gender are two different things 

Why did I sign up to do this?

1. Need some reading suggestions

2. Grown people scare me

3. Is sexuality fluid?

4. I am scared

5. Life is short, cherish loved ones

6. Team bun life is where it is at

7. A smile can brighten someone's day

8. This route 44 drink from sonic is giving me life

9. I think you know

10. Do you even care?

11. I can be too nice

12. Learn to take responsibility for your own actions

13. Ish just got real

14. The movie does not open till Friday

15. I am so not about that life

16. I wonder sometimes why am I so different

17. This morning there was crying

18. Can I tell you the truth? Can you handle it?

19. My random thoughts......how long will I do this?

20. I need to make better decisions

21. I just need a hug from you

22. I work too much

23. Vacations are very needed!!!

May 16, 2013

1. Thinks I am going to start naming my random thoughts

2. Scandal tonight!!!!

3. Ace Hood!!!

4. It's peanut butter jelly time!!

5. Ibuprofen is my friend

6. Love NBC's The Voice

7. Today will be a Frank Ocean day

8. I love most of my coworkers

9. Why was Pooh from The Wire in my dreams last night?

10. Had a burrito from Taco Bell and I am still alive!!!

11. What will be my drink of choice tonight???

12. I am not a unicorn!!

13. Read an article discussing or explaining why sexuality is fluid......interesting

14. Must be productive today!

15. Thankful for the unexpected blessings!!! But God!!!

16. Sometimes you just have to walk alone.......